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    XII

    DETERMINISM—CHANCE—AND SUPER-
    STITIOUS BELIEFS

    POINTS OF VIEW.

    As the general result of the preceding separate discussions
    we must put down the following principle: Certain inade-
    quacies of our psychic capacities—whose common character
    will soon be more definitely determined—and certain perform-
    ances which are apparently unintentional prove to be well
    motivated when subjected to the psychoanalytic investigation,
    and are determined through the consciousness of unknown
    motives.

    In order to belong to this class of phenomena thus ex-
    plained a faulty psychic action must satisfy the following
    conditions:—

    (a) It must not exceed a certain measure, which is firmly
    established through our estimation, and is designated by the
    expression “within normal limits.”

    (b) It must evince the character of the momentary and
    temporary disturbance. The same action must have been
    previously performed more correctly or we must always
    rely on ourselves to perform it more correctly; if we are
    corrected by others we must immediately recognize the truth
    of the correction and the incorrectness of our psychic action.

    (c) If we at all perceive a faulty action, we must not
    perceive in ourselves any motivation of the same, but must
    attempt to explain it through “inattention” or attribute it
    to an “accident.”

    Thus there remain in this group the cases of forgetting
    and the errors, despite better knowledge, the lapses in
    speaking, reading, writing, the erroneously carried-out
    actions, and the so-called chance actions. The explanations of

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    these so definite psychic processes are connected with a series
    of observations which may in part arouse further interest.

    I. By abandoning a part of our psychic capacity as
    unexplainable through purposive ideas we ignore the realms
    of determinism in our mental life. Here, as in still other
    spheres, determinism reaches farther than we suppose. In
    the year 1900 I read an essay published in the Zeit written
    by the literary historian R. M. Meyer, in which he main-
    tains, and illustrates by examples, that it is impossible to
    compose nonsense intentionally and arbitrarily. For some
    time I have been aware that it is impossible to think of a
    number, or even of a name, of one’s own free will. If one
    investigates this seeming voluntary formation, let us say, of
    a number of many digits uttered in unrestrained mirth, it
    always proves to be so strictly determined that the deter-
    mination seems impossible. I will now briefly discuss an
    example of an “arbitrarily chosen” first name, and then
    exhaustively analyse an analogous example of a “thought-
    lessly uttered” number.

    While preparing the history of one of my patients for
    publication I considered what first name I should give her
    in the article. There seemed to be a wide choice; of course,
    certain names were at once excluded by me, in the first
    place the real name, then the names of members of my
    family to which I would have objected, also some female
    names having an especially peculiar pronunciation. But,
    excluding these, there should have been no need of being
    puzzled about such a name. It would be thought, and I
    myself supposed, that a whole multitude of feminine names
    would be placed at my disposal. Instead of this only one
    sprang up, no other besides it; it was the name Dora.

    I enquired as to its determination: “Who else is called
    Dora?” I wished to reject the next idea as incredulous;
    it occurred to me that the nurse of my sister’s children was
    named Dora. But I possess so much self-control, or practice
    in analysis, if you like, that I held firmly to the idea and

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    proceeded. Then a slight incident of the previous evening
    soon flashed through my mind which brought the looked-
    for determination. On my sister’s dining-
    room table I
    noticed a letter bearing the address, “Miss Rosa W.”
    Astonished, I asked whose name this was, and was informed
    that the right name of the supposed Dora was really Rosa,
    and that on accepting the position she had to lay aside her
    name, because Rosa would also refer to my sister. I said
    pityingly, “Poor people! They cannot even retain their
    own names!” I now recall that on hearing this I became
    quiet for a moment and began to think of all sorts of serious
    matters which merged into the obscure, but which I could
    now easily bring into my consciousness. Thus when I
    sought a name for a person who could not retain her own
    name no other except “Dora” occurred to me. The ex-
    clusiveness here is based, moreover, on firmer internal
    associations, for in the history of my patient it was a stranger
    in the house, the governess, who exerted a decisive influence
    on the course of the treatment.

    This slight incident found its unexpected continuation
    many years later. While discussing in a lecture the long-
    since published history of the girl called Dora it occurred
    to me that one of my two women pupils had the very name
    Dora which I was obliged to utter so often in the different
    associations of the case. I turned to the young student,
    whom I knew personally, with the apology that I had really
    not thought that she bore the same name, and that I was
    ready to substitute it in my lecture by another name.

    I was now confronted with the task of rapidly choosing
    another name, and reflected that I must not now choose
    the first name of the other woman student, and so set a
    poor example to the class, who were already quite con-
    versant with psychoanalysis. I was therefore well pleased
    when the name “Erna” occurred to me as the substitute
    for Dora, and Erna I used in the discourse. After the lecture
    I asked myself whence the name “Erna” could possibly

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    have originated, and had to laugh as I observed that the
    feared possibility in the choice of the substitutive name had
    come to pass, in part at least. The other lady’s family name
    was Lucerna, of which Erna was a part.

    In a letter to a friend I informed him that I had finished
    reading the proof-
    sheets of The Interpretation of Dreams, and that I did not intend to make any further changes in
    it, “even if it contained 2,467 mistakes.” I immediately
    attempted to explain to myself the number, and added this little
    analysis as a postscript to the letter. It will be best to quote it
    now as I wrote it when I caught myself in this transaction:—

    “I will add hastily another contribution to the Psycho-
    pathology of Everyday Life. You will find in the letter the
    number 2,467 as a jocose and arbitrary estimation of the
    number of errors that may be found in the dream-
    book. I meant to write: no matter how large the number might
    be, and this one presented itself. But there is nothing
    arbitrary or undetermined in the psychic life. You will
    therefore rightly suppose that the unconscious hastened to
    determine the number which was liberated by consciousness.
    Just previous to this I had read in the paper that General
    E. M. had been retired as Inspector-
    General of Ordnance. You must know that I am interested in this man. While
    I was serving as military medical student he, then a colonel,
    once came into the hospital and said to the physician: ‘You
    must make me well in eight days, as I have some work to
    do for which the Emperor is waiting.’

    “At that time I decided to follow this man’s career, and
    just think, to-
    day (1899) he is at the end of it—Inspector-
    General of Ordnance and already retired. I wished to figure
    out in what time he had covered this road, and assumed
    that I had seen him in the hospital in 1882. That would
    make 17 years. I related this to my wife, and she remarked,
    ‘Then you, too, should be retired.’ And I protested, ‘The
    Lord forbid!’ After this conversation I seated myself at
    the table to write to you. The previous train of thought

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    continued, and for good reason. The figuring was incor-
    rect; I had a definite recollection of the circumstances in
    my mind. I had celebrated my coming of age, my 24th
    birthday, in the military prison (for being absent without
    permission). Therefore I must have seen him in 1880,
    which makes it 19 years ago. You then have the number
    24 in 2,467! Now take the number that represents my
    age, 43, and add 24 years to it and you get 67! That is, to
    the question whether I wished to retire I had expressed the
    wish to work 24 more years. Obviously I am annoyed that
    in the interval during which I followed Colonel M. I have
    not accomplished much myself, and still there is a sort of
    triumph in the fact that he is already finished, while I still
    have all before me. Thus we may justly say that not even
    the unintentionally thrown-
    out number 2,467 lacks its
    determination from the unconscious.”

    Since this first example of the interpretation of an
    apparently arbitrary choice of a number I have repeated a
    similar test with the same result; but most cases are of such
    intimate content that they do not lend themselves to report.

    It is for this reason that I shall not hesitate to add here
    a very interesting analysis of a “chance number” which
    Dr. Alfred Adler (Vienna) received from a “perfectly healthy”
    man.1) A. wrote to me: “Last night I devoted myself to
    the Psychopathology of Everyday Life, and I would have
    read it all through had I not been hindered by a remarkable
    coincidence. When I read that every number that we
    apparently conjure up quite arbitrarily in our consciousness
    has a definite meaning, I decided to test it. The number
    1,734 occurred to my mind. The following associations then
    came up: 1,734 ÷ 17 = 102; 102 ÷ 17 = 6. I then separ-
    ated the number into 17 and 34. I am 34 years old. I believe
    that I once told you that I consider 34 the last year of youth,
    and for this reason I felt miserable on my last birthday.

    1)Alfred Adler, “Drei Pscyhoanalysen von Zahlen einfällen und
    obsedierenden Zahlen,” Psych. Neur. Wochenschr., No. 28, 1905.

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    The end of my 17th year was the beginning of a very nice
    and interesting period of my development. I divide my life
    into periods of 17 years. What do the divisions signify?
    The number 102 recalls the fact that volume 102 of the
    Reclam Universal Library is Kotzebue’s play Menschenhass
    und Reue (Human. Hatred and Repentance).

    “My present psychic state is ‘human hatred and repent-
    ance.’ No. 6 of the U. L. (I know a great many numbers
    by heart) is Mullner’s ‘Schuld’ (Fault). I am constantly
    annoyed at the thought that it is through my own fault that
    I have not become what I could have been with my abilities.

    “I then asked myself, ‘What is No. 17 of the U. L.?’
    But I could not recall it. But as I positively knew it before,
    I assumed that I wished to forget this number. All reflection
    was in vain. I wished to continue with my reading, but I
    read only mechanically without understanding a word,
    for I was annoyed by the number 17. I extinguished the
    light and continued my search. It finally came to me that
    number 17 must be a play by Shakespeare. But which one?
    I thought of Hero and Leander. Apparently a stupid attempt
    of my will to distract me. I finally arose and consulted the
    catalogue of the U. L. Number 17 was Macbeth ! To my
    surprise I had to discover that I knew nothing of the play,
    despite the fact that it did not interest me any less than
    any other Shakespearean drama. I only thought of: murder,
    Lady Macbeth, witches, ‘nice is ugly,’ and that I found
    Schiller’s version of Macbeth very nice. Undoubtedly I also
    wished to forget the play. Then it occurred to me that 17
    and 34 may be divided by 17 and result in 1 and 2. Numbers
    1 and 2 of the U. L. is Goethe’s Faust. Formerly I found
    much of Faust in me.”

    We must regret that the discretion of the physician did
    not allow us to see the significance of ideas. Adler remarked
    that the man did not succeed in the synthesis of his analysis.
    His association would hardly be worth reporting unless their
    continuation would bring out something that would give us

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    the key to the understanding of the number 1,734 and the
    whole series of ideas.

    To quote further: “To be sure this morning I had an
    experience which speaks much for the correctness of the
    Freudian conception. My wife, whom I awakened through
    my getting up at night, asked me what I wanted with the
    catalogue of the U. L. I told her the story. She found it
    all pettifogging but—very interesting. Macbeth, which
    caused me so much trouble, she simply passed over. She
    said that nothing came to her mind when she thought of
    a number. I answered, ‘Let us try it.’ She named the
    number 117. To this I immediately replied: ‘17 refers to
    what I just told you; furthermore, I told you yesterday that
    if a wife is in the 82nd year and the husband is in the 35th
    year it must be a gross misunderstanding.’ For the last few
    days I have been teasing my wife by maintaining that she
    was a little old mother of 82 years. 82 + 35 = 117.”

    The man who did not know how to determine his own
    number at once found the solution when his wife named
    a number which was apparently arbitrarily chosen. As a
    matter of fact, the woman understood very well from which
    complex the number of her husband originated, and chose
    her own number from the same complex, which was surely
    common to both, as it dealt in his case with their relative
    ages. Now, we find it easy to interpret the number that
    occurred to the man. As Dr. Adler indicates, it expressed
    a repressed wish of the husband which, fully developed,
    would read: “For a man of 34 years as I am, only a woman
    of 17 would be suitable.”

    Lest one should think too lightly of such “playing,” I
    will add that I was recently informed by Dr. Adler that a
    year after the publication of this analysis the man was
    divorced from his wife.1

    Adler gives a similar explanation for the origin of obsessive

    1 As an explanation of Macbeth, No. 17 of the U. L., I was
    informed by Dr. Adler that in his seventeenth year this man

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    numbers. Also the choice of so-called “favourite numbers”
    is not without relation to the life of the person concerned,
    and does not lack a certain psychologic interest. A gentle-
    man who evinced a particular partiality for the numbers
    17 and 19 could specify, after brief reflection, that at the
    age of 17 he attained the greatly longed-
    for academic free-
    dom by having been admitted to the university, that at 19
    he made his first long journey, and shortly thereafter made
    his first scientific discovery. But the fixation of this prefer-
    ence followed later, after two questionable affairs, when the
    same numbers were invested with importance in his “love-
    life.”

    Indeed, even those numbers which we use in a particular
    connection extremely often and with apparent arbitrari-
    ness can be traced by analysis to an unexpected meaning. Thus,
    one day it struck one of my patients that he was particu-
    larly fond of saying, “I have already told you this from 17 to 36
    times.” And he asked himself whether there was any motive
    for it. It soon occurred to him that he was born on the
    27th day of the month, and that his younger brother was
    born on the 26th day of another month, and he had grounds
    for complaint that Fate had robbed him of so many of the
    benefits of life only to bestow them on his younger brother.
    Thus he represented this partiality of Fate by deducting 10
    from the date of his birth and adding it to the date of his
    brother’s birthday. I am the elder and yet am so “cut short.”

    I shall tarry a little longer at the analysis of chance
    numbers, for I know of no other individual observation
    which would so readily demonstrate the existence of highly
    organized thinking processes of which consciousness has no
    knowledge. Moreover, there is no better example of analysis
    in which the suggestion of the position, a frequent accusa-
    tion, is so distinctly out of consideration. I shall therefore


    had joined an anarchistic society whose aim was regicide. Prob-
    ably this is why he forgot the content of the play Macbeth. The
    same person invented at that time a secret in which code numbers
    substituted letters.

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    report the analysis of a chance number of one of my patients
    (with his consent), to which I will only add that he is the
    youngest of many children and that he lost his beloved
    father in his young years.

    While in a particularly happy mood he let the number
    426,718 come to his mind, and put to himself the question,
    “Well, what does it bring to your mind?” First came a
    joke he had heard: “If your catarrh of the nose is treated
    by a doctor it lasts 42 days, if it is not treated it lasts—
    6 weeks.” This corresponds to the first digit of the number
    (42 = 6 × 7). During the obstruction that followed this first
    solution I called his attention to the fact that the number of six
    digits selected by him contains all the first numbers except 3 and
    5. He at once found the continuation of this solution:—

    “We were altogether 7 children, I was the youngest.
    Number 3 in the order of the children corresponds to my
    sister A., and 5 to my brother L.; both of them were my
    enemies. As a child I used to pray to the Lord every night that
    He should take out of my life these two tormenting spirits.
    It seems to me that I have fulfilled for myself this wish: ‘3’
    and ‘5,’ the evil brother and the hated sister, are omitted.”

    “If the number stands for your sisters and brothers, what
    significance is there to 18 at the end? You were altogether
    only 7.”

    “I often thought if my father had lived longer I should
    not have been the youngest child. If one more would have
    come, we should have been 8, and there would have been
    a younger child, toward whom I could have played the
    rôle of the older one.”

    With this the number was explained, but we still wished
    to find the connection between the first part of the interpre-
    tation and the part following it. This came very readily
    from the condition required for the last digits—if the father
    had lived longer. 42 = 6 × 7 signifies the ridicule directed
    against the doctors who could not help the father, and in
    this way expresses the wish for the continued existence of

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    the father. The whole number really corresponds to the
    fulfilment of his two wishes in reference to his family circle
    —namely, that both the evil brother and sister should die
    and that another little child should follow him. Or, briefly
    expressed: If only these two had died in place of my father!1)
    Another analysis of numbers I take from Jones.2) A
    gentleman of his acquaintance let the number 986 come to
    his mind, and defied him to connect it to anything of special
    interest in his mind. “Six years ago, on the hottest day he
    could remember, he had seen a joke in an evening news-
    paper, which stated that the thermometer had stood at
    98·6° F., evidently an exaggeration of 98·6° F. We were at
    the time seated in front of a very hot fire, from which he
    had just drawn back, and he remarked, probably quite
    correctly, that the heat had aroused his dormant memory.
    However, I was curious to know why this memory had
    persisted with such vividness as to be so readily brought
    out, for with most people it surely would have been for-
    gotten beyond recall, unless it had become associated with
    some other mental experience of more significance.

    “He told me that on reading the joke he had laughed
    uproariously, and that on many subsequent occasions he
    had recalled it with great relish. As the joke was obviously
    of an exceedingly tenuous nature, this strengthened my
    expectation that more lay behind. His next thought was
    the general reflection that the conception of heat had always
    greatly impressed him, that heat was the most important
    thing in the universe, the source of all life, and so on. This
    remarkable attitude of a quite prosaic young man certainly
    needed some explanation, so I asked him to continue his
    free associations. The next thought was of a factory stack
    which he could see from his bedroom window. He often stood
    of an evening watching the flame and smoke issuing out of it,

    1For the sake of simplicity I have omitted some of the not less
    suitable thoughts of the patients.

    2Loc. cit., p. 36.

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    and reflecting on this deplorable waste of energy. Heat, flame,
    the source of life, the waste of vital energy issuing from an up-
    right, hollow tube—it was not hard to divine from such
    associations that the ideas of heat and fire were unconsciously
    linked in his mind with the idea of love, as is so frequent in
    symbolic thinking, and that there was a strong masturbation
    complex present, a conclusion that he presently confirmed.”

    Those who wish to get a good impression of the way the
    material of numbers becomes elaborated in the unconscious
    thinking, I refer to two papers by Jung1 and Jones.2

    In personal analysis of this kind two things were especially
    striking. First, the absolute somnambulistic certainty with
    which I attacked the unknown objective point, merging into
    a mathematical train of thought, which later suddenly
    extended to the looked-
    for number, and the rapidity with which
    the entire subsequent work was performed. Secondly, the fact
    that the numbers were always at the disposal of my uncon-
    scious mind, when as a matter of fact I am a poor mathe-
    matician and find it very difficult to consciously recall years,
    house numbers, and the like. Moreover, in these unconscious
    mental operations with figures I found a tendency to super-
    stition, the origin of which had long remained unknown to me.

    It will not surprise us to find that not only numbers but
    also mental occurrences of different kinds of words regularly
    prove on analytic investigation to be well determined.

    Brill relates: “While working on the English edition of
    this book I was obsessed one morning with the strange
    word ‘Cardillac.’ Busily intent on my work, I refused at
    first to pay attention to it, but, as is usually the case, I simply
    could not do anything else. ‘Cardillac’ was constantly in
    my mind. Realizing that my refusal to recognize it was only
    a resistance, I decided to analyse it. The following associa-
    tions occurred to me: Cardillac, cardiac, carrefour, Cadillac.

    1)“Ein Beitrag zur Kenntnis des Zahlentraumes,” Zentralb.
    f. Psychoanalyse, i. 12.
    2)“Unconscious Manipulation of Numbers” (ibid., ii. 5, 1912).

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    “Cardiac recalled cardialgia—heartache—a medical friend
    who had recently told me confidentially that he feared that
    he had some cardiac affection because he had suffered some
    attacks of pain in the region of his heart. Knowing him so
    well, I at once rejected his theory, and told him that his attacks
    were of a neurotic character, and that his other apparent
    physical ailments were also only the expression of his neurosis.

    “I might add that just before telling me of his heart
    trouble he spoke of a business matter of vital interest to
    him which had suddenly come to naught. Being a man of
    unbounded ambitions, he was very depressed because of
    late he had suffered many similar reverses. His neurotic
    conflicts, however, had become manifest a few months
    before this misfortune. Soon after his father’s death had
    left a big business on his hands. As the business could be
    continued only under my friend’s management, he was
    unable to decide whether to enter into commercial life or
    continue his chosen career. His great ambition was to
    become a successful medical practitioner, and although he
    had practised medicine successfully for many years, he was
    not altogether satisfied with the financial fluctuations of his
    professional income. On the other hand, his father’s business
    promised him an assured, though limited, return. In brief,
    he was ‘at a crossing and did not know which way to turn.’

    “I then recalled the word carrefour, which is the French
    for ‘crossing,’ and it occurred to me that while working
    in a hospital in Paris I lived near the ‘Carrefour St. Lazarre.’
    And now I could understand what relation all these associa
    tions had for me.

    “When I resolved to leave the State Hospital I made the
    decision, first, because I desired to get married, and, secondly,
    because I wished to enter private practice. This brought up
    a new problem. Although my State hospital service was an
    absolute success, judging by promotions and so on, I felt
    like a great many others in the same situation, namely,
    that my training was ill suited for private practice. To

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    specialize in mental work was a daring undertaking for one
    without money and social connections. I also felt that the
    best I could do for patients should they ever come my way
    would be to commit them to one of the hospitals, as I had
    little confidence in the home treatment in vogue. In spite
    of the enormous advances made in recent years in mental
    work, the specialist is almost helpless when he is confronted
    with the average case of insanity. This may be partially
    attributed to the fact that such cases are brought to him after
    they have fully developed the psychosis when hospital treat-
    ment is imperative. Of the great army of milder mental
    disturbances, the so-called border-line cases, which make
    up the bulk of clinic and private work and which rightfully
    belong to the mental specialist, I knew very little, as those
    patients rarely, or never, came to the State hospital, and
    what I did know concerning the treatment of neurasthenia
    and psychasthenia was not conducive to make me more
    hopeful of success in private practice.

    “It was in this state of mind that I came to Paris, where
    I hoped to learn enough about the psychoneuroses to enable
    me to continue my specialty in private practice, and yet feel
    that I could do something for my patients. What I saw in
    Paris did not, however, help to change my state of mind.
    There, too, most of the work was directed to dead tissues.
    The mental aspects, as such, received but scant attention.
    I was, therefore, seriously thinking of giving up my mental
    work for some other specialty. As can be seen, I was con-
    fronted with a situation similar to the one of my medical
    friend. I, too, was at a crossing and did not know which
    way to turn. My suspense was soon ended. One day I
    received a letter from my friend Professor Peterson, who,
    by the way, was responsible for my entering the State
    hospital service. In this letter he advised me not to give
    up my work, and suggested the psychiatric clinic of Zurich,
    where he thought I could find what I desired.

    “But what does Cadillac mean? Cadillac is the name of

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    a hotel and of an automobile. A few days befo
    place my medical friend and I had been trying to hire an
    automobile, but there was none to be had. We both ex-
    pressed the wish to own an automobile—again an unrealized
    ambition. I also recalled that the ‘Carrefour St. Lazarre’
    always impressed me as being one of the busiest thorough-
    fares in Paris. It was always congested with automobiles.
    Cadillac also recalled that only a few days ago on the way
    to my clinic I noticed a large sign over a building which
    announced that on a certain day ‘this building was to be
    occupied by the Cadillac,’ etc. This at first made me think
    of the Cadillac Hotel, but on second sight I noticed that
    it referred to the Cadillac motor car. There was a sudden
    obstruction here for a few moments. The word Cadillac
    reappeared and by sound association the word catalogue
    occurred to me. This word brought back a very mortifying
    occurrence of recent origin, the motive of which is again
    blighted ambition.

    “When one wishes to report any auto-
    analysis he must be prepared to lay bare many intimate affairs of his own
    life. Any one reading carefully Professor Freud’s works
    cannot fail to become intimately acquainted with him and
    his family. I have often been asked by persons who claim
    to have read and studied Freud’s works such questions as:
    ‘How old is Freud?’ ‘Is Freud married?’ ‘How many
    children has he?’ etc. Whenever I hear these or similar
    questions I know that the questioner has either lied when
    he made these assertions, or, to be more charitable, that he
    is a very careless and superficial reader. All these questions
    and many more are answered in Freud’s works. Auto-
    analyses are autobiographies par excellence; but whereas
    the autobiographer may for definite reasons consciously
    and unconsciously hide many facts of his life, the auto-
    analyst not only tells the truth consciously, but perforce
    brings to light his whole intimate personality. It is for
    these reasons that one finds it very unpleasant to report

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    his own auto-
    analyses. However, as we often report our
    patients’ unconscious productions, it is but fair that we
    should sacrifice ourselves on the altar of publicity when
    occasion demands. This is my apology for having thrust
    some of my personal affairs on the reader, and for being
    obliged to continue a little longer in the same strain.

    “Before digressing with the last remarks I mentioned that
    the word Cadillac brought the sound association catalogue.
    This association brought back another important epoch in
    my life with which Professor Peterson is connected. Last
    May I was informed by the secretary of the faculty that I
    was appointed chief of clinic of the department of psychiatry.
    I need hardly say that I was exceedingly pleased to be so
    honoured—in the first place because it was the realization
    of an ambition which I dared entertain only under special
    euphoric states; and, secondly, it was a compensation for
    the many unmerited criticisms from those who are blindly
    and unreasonably opposing some of my work. Soon there
    after I called on the stenographer of the faculty and spoke
    to her about a correction to be made in my name as it was
    printed in the catalogue. For some unknown reason (per-
    haps racial prejudice) this stenographer, a maiden lady, must
    have taken a dislike to me. For about three years I repeatedly
    requested her to have this correction made, but she had
    paid no attention to me. To be sure she always promised
    to attend to it, but the mistake remained uncorrected.

    “When I saw her last May I again reminded her of this
    correction, and also called her attention to the fact that as
    I had been appointed chief of clinic I was especially anxious
    to have my name correctly printed in the catalogue. She
    apologized for her remissness and assured me that every
    thing should be as I requested. Imagine my surprise and
    chagrin when on receiving the new catalogue I found that
    while the correction had been made in my name I was not
    listed as chief of clinic. When I asked her about this she
    was quite puzzled; she said she had no idea that I had

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    been appointed chief of clinic. She had to consult the
    minutes of the faculty, written by herself, before she was
    convinced of it. It should be noted that as recorder to the
    faculty it was her duty to know all these things as soon as
    they transpired.1) When she finally ascertained that I was
    right she was very apologetic and informed me that she
    would at once write to the superintendent of the clinic to
    inform him of my appointment, something which she should
    have done months before. Of course I gained nothing by
    her regrets and apologies. The catalogue was published and
    those who read it did not find my name in the desired place.
    I am chief of clinic in fact but not in name. Moreover, as
    the appointments are made only for one year, it is quite
    likely that my great ambition will never be actually realized.

    “Thus the obsessive neologism cardillac, which is a
    condensation of cardiac, Cadillac, and catalogue, contains
    some of the most important efforts of my medical experi-
    ence. When I was almost at the end of this analysis I sud-
    denly recalled a dream containing this neologism cardillac
    in which my wish was realized. My name appeared in its
    rightful place in the catalogue. The person who showed it
    to me in the dream was Professor Peterson. It was when
    I was at the first ‘crossing’ after I had graduated from the
    medical college that Professor Peterson urged me to enter
    the hospital service. About five years later while I was
    in the state of indecision which I have described, it was
    Professor Peterson who advised me to go to the clinic of
    psychiatry at Zurich where through Bleuler and Jung I first
    became acquainted with Professor Freud and his works,
    and it was also through the kind recommendation of Dr.
    Peterson that I was elevated to my present position.”

    I am indebted to Dr. Hitschman for the solution of
    another case in which a line of poetry repeatedly obtruded

    1)This is another excellent example showing how a conscious
    intention was powerless to counteract an unconscious resist-
    ance.

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    itself on the mind in a certain place without showing any
    trace of its origin and relation.

    Related by Dr. E.: “Six years ago I travelled from Biarritz
    to San Sebastian. The railroad crosses over the Bidassao—a
    river which here forms the boundary between France and
    Spain. On the bridge one has a splendid view, on the one
    side of the broad valley and the Pyrenees and on the other of
    the sea. It was a beautiful, bright summer day; everything
    was filled with sun and light. I was on a vacation and pleased
    with my trip to Spain. Suddenly the following words came
    to me: ‘But the soul is already free, floating on a sea of light.’

    “At that time I was trying to remember where these lines
    came from, but I could not remember; judging by the
    rhythm, the words must be a part of some poem, which,
    however, entirely escaped my memory. Later when the verse
    repeatedly came to my mind, I asked many people about
    it without receiving any information.

    “Last year I crossed the same bridge on my return journey
    from Spain. It was a very dark night and it rained. I looked
    through the window to ascertain whether we had already
    reached the frontier station and noticed that we were on the
    Bidassao bridge. Immediately the above-cited verse returned
    to my memory and again I could not recall its origin.

    “At home many months later I found Uhland’s poems.
    I opened the volume and my glance fell upon the verse: ‘But
    the soul is already free, floating on a sea of light,’ which were
    the concluding lines of the poem entitled ‘The Pilgrim.’ I read
    the poem and dimly recalled that I had known it many
    years ago. The scene of action is in Spain, and this seemed
    to me to be the only relation between the quoted verse and
    the place on the railroad journey described by me. I was only
    half satisfied with my discovery and mechanically continued
    to turn the pages of the book. On turning the next page I
    found a poem the title of which was ‘Bidassao Bridge.’

    “I may add that the contents of this poem seemed even
    stranger to me than that of the first, and that its first verse read:

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    ““On the Bidassao bridge stands a saint grey with age,
    he blesses to the right the Spanish mountain, to the left he
    blesses the French land.””

    II. This understanding of the determination of apparently
    arbitrarily selected names, numbers, and words may perhaps
    contribute to the solution of another problem. As is known,
    many persons argue against the assumption of an absolute
    psychic determinism by referring to an intense feeling of
    conviction that there is a free will. This feeling of convic-
    tion exists, but is not incompatible with the belief in
    determinism. Like all normal feelings, it must be justified
    by something. But, so far as I can observe, it does not
    manifest itself in weighty and important decisions; on these
    occasions one has much more the feeling of a psychic com-
    pulsion and gladly falls back upon it. (Compare Luther’s
    “Here I stand, I cannot do anything else.”)

    On the other hand, it is in trivial and indifferent decisions
    that one feels sure that he could just as easily have acted
    differently, that he acted of his own free will, and without
    any motives. From our analyses we therefore need not
    contest the right of the feeling of conviction that there is
    a free will. If we distinguish conscious from unconscious
    motivation, we are then informed by the feeling of convic-
    tion that the conscious motivation does not extend over all
    our motor resolutions. Minima non curat prætor. What is
    thus left free from the one side receives its motive from the
    other side, from the unconscious, and the determinism in
    the pschyic realm is thus carried out uninterruptedly.1

    1These conceptions of strict determinism in seemingly arbitrary
    actions have already borne rich fruit for psychology—perhaps
    also for the administration of justice. Bleuler and Jung have in
    this way made intelligible the reaction in the so-called association
    experiments, wherein the test person answers to a given word with
    one occurring to him (stimulus-word reaction), while the time
    elapsing between the stimulus word and answer is measured
    (reaction-time). Jung has shown in his Diagnostishe Assozia-
    tionsstudien, 1906, what fine reagents for psychic occurrences we
    possess in this association-experiment. Three students of crimin-
     

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    III. Although conscious thought must be altogether
    ignorant of the motivation of the faulty actions described
    above, yet it would be desirable to discover a psychologic
    proof of its existence; indeed, reasons obtained through a
    deeper knowledge of the unconscious make it probable that
    such proofs are to be discovered somewhere. As a matter
    of fact phenomena can be demonstrated in two spheres
    which seem to correspond to an unconscious and hence to
    a displaced knowledge of these motives.

    (a) It is a striking and generally to be recognized feature
    in the behaviour of paranoiacs, that they attach the greatest
    significance to the trivial details in the behaviour of others.
    Details which are usually overlooked by others they inter-
    pret and utilize as the basis of far-reaching conclusions.
    For example, the last paranoiac seen by me concluded
    that there was a general understanding among people of
    his environment, because at his departure from the railway-
    station they made a certain motion with one hand. Another
    noticed how people walked on the street, how they brandished
    their walking-sticks, and the like.2

    The category of the accidental, requiring no motivation,
    which the normal person lets pass as a part of his own
    psychic activities and faulty actions, is thus rejected by the
    paranoiac in the application to the psychic manifestations
    to others. All that he observes in others is full of meaning,
    all is explainable. But how does he come to look at it in
    this manner? Probably here as in so many other cases, he
    projects into the mental life of others what exists in his own
    unconscious activity. Many things obtrude themselves on
    consciousness in paranoia which in normal and neurotic

    ology, H. Gross, of Prague, and Wertheimer and Klein, have
    developed from these experiments a technique for the diagnosis
    of facts (Tatbestands-Diagnostik) in criminal cases, the examination
    of which is now tested by psychologists and jurists.

    2 Proceeding from other points of view, this interpretation of
    the trivial and accidental by the patient has been designated as
    “delusions of reference.”

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    persons can only be demonstrated through psychoanalysis
    as existing in their unconscious.1) In a certain sense the
    paranoiac is here justified, he perceives something that
    escapes the normal person, he sees clearer than one of
    normal intellectual capacity, but his knowledge becomes
    worthless when he imputes to others the state of affairs he
    thus recognizes. I hope that I shall not be expected to justify
    every paranoiac interpretation. But the point which we grant
    to paranoia in this conception of chance actions will facilitate
    for us the psychologic understanding of the conviction
    which the paranoiac attaches to all these interpretations.
    There is certainly some truth to it; even our errors of judg-
    ment, which are not designated as morbid, acquire their
    feeling of conviction in the same way. This feeling is justified
    for a certain part of the erroneous train of thought or for
    the source of its origin, and we shall later extend to it the
    remaining relationships.

    (b) The phenomena of superstition furnish another indica-
    tion of the unconscious motivation in chance and faulty actions.
    I will make myself clear through the discussion of a simple ex-
    perience which gave me the starting-point to these reflections.

    Having returned from vacation, my thoughts immediately
    turned to the patients with whom I was to occupy myself
    in the beginning of my year’s work. My first visit was to
    a very old woman (see above) for whom I had twice daily
    performed the same professional services for many years.
    Owing to this monotony unconscious thoughts have often
    found expression on the way to the patient and during my
    occupation with her. She was over ninety years old; it was
    therefore pertinent to ask oneself at the beginning of each
    year how much longer she was likely to live.

    1)For example, the fantasies of the hysterical regarding sexual
    and cruel abuse which are made conscious by analysis often corres-
    pond in every detail with the complaints of persecuted paranoiacs.
    It is remarkable but not altogether unexpected that we also meet
    the identical content as reality in the contrivances of perverts for the
    gratification of their desires.

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    On the day of which I speak I was in a hurry and took
    a carriage to her house. Every coachman at the cabstand
    near my house knew the old woman’s address, as each of
    them had often driven me there. This day it happened
    that the driver did not stop in front of her house, but before
    one of the same number in a near-
    by and really similar-
    looking parallel street. I noticed the mistake and reproached
    the coachman, who apologized for it.

    Is it of any significance when I am taken to a house where
    the old woman is not to be found? Certainly not to me;
    but were I superstitious, I should see an omen in this incident,
    a hint of fate that this would be the last year for the old
    woman. A great many omens which have been preserved by
    history have been founded on no better symbolism. Of course,
    I explain the incident as an accident without further meaning.

    The case would have been entirely different had I come
    on foot and, “absorbed in thought” or “through distrac-
    tion,” I had gone to the house in the parallel street instead
    of the correct one. I would not explain that as an accident,
    but as an action with unconscious intent requiring inter-
    pretation. My explanation of this “lapse in walking” would
    probably be that I expected that the time would soon come
    when I should not meet the old woman any longer.

    I therefore differ from a superstitious person in the
    following manner:—

    I do not believe that an occurrence in which my mental
    life takes no part can teach me anything hidden concerning
    the future shaping of reality; but I do believe that an un-
    intentional manifestation of my own mental activity surely
    contains something concealed which belongs only to my
    mental life—that is, I believe in outer (real) chance, but
    not in inner (psychic) accidents. With the superstitious per-
    son the case is reversed: he knows nothing of the motive
    of his chance and faulty actions, he believes in the existence
    of psychic contingencies; he is therefore inclined to attribute
    meaning to external chance, which manifests itself in actual

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    occurrence, and to see in the accident a means of expression
    for something hidden outside of him. There are two differ-
    ences between me and the superstitious person: first, he
    projects the motive to the outside, while I look for it in
    myself; second, he explains the accident by an event which
    I trace to a thought. What he considers hidden corresponds
    to the unconscious with me, and the compulsion not to let
    chance pass as chance, but to explain it as common to
    both of us.

    Thus I admit that this conscious ignorance and unconscious
    knowledge of the motivation of psychic accidentalness is
    one of the psychic roots of superstition. Because the super-
    stitious person knows nothing of the motivation of his own
    accidental actions, and because the fact of this motivation
    strives for a place in his recognition, he is compelled to
    dispose of them by displacing them into the outer world.
    If such a connection exists it can hardly be limited to this
    single case. As a matter of fact, I believe that a large por-
    tion of the mythological conception of the world which
    reaches far into the most modern religions is nothing but
    psychology projected into the outer world. The dim percep-
    tion (the endo-psychic perception, as it were) of psychic
    factors and relations1) of the unconscious was taken as a
    model in the construction of a transcendental reality, which
    is destined to be changed again by science into psychology
    of the unconscious.

    It is difficult to express it in other terms; the analogy to
    paranoia must here come to our aid. We venture to explain
    in this way the myths of paradise and the fall of man, of
    God, of good and evil, of immortality, and the like—that
    is, to transform metaphysics into meta-psychology. The gap
    between the paranoiac’s displacement and that of super-
    stition is narrower than appears at first sight. When human
    beings began to think, they were obviously compelled to
    explain the outer world in an anthropomorphic sense by a

    1Which naturally has nothing of the character of perception.

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    multitude of personalities in their own image; the accidents
    which they explained superstitiously were thus actions and
    expressions of persons. In that regard they behaved just
    like paranoiacs, who draw conclusions from insignificant
    signs which others give them, and like all normal persons
    who justly take the unintentional actions of their fellow-
    beings as a basis for the estimation of their characters.
    Only in our modern philosophical, but by no means finished,
    views of life does superstition seem so much out of place:
    in the view of life of pre-
    scientific times and nations it was
    justified and consistent.

    The Roman who gave up an important undertaking
    because he sighted an ill-
    omened flock of birds was relatively
    right; his action was consistent with his principles. But if
    he withdrew from an undertaking because he had stumbled
    on his threshold (un Romain retournerait), he was absolutely
    superior even to us unbelievers. He was a better psychologist
    than we are striving to become. For his stumbling could
    demonstrate to him the existence of a doubt, an internal
    counter-
    current the force of which could weaken the power
    of his intention at the moment of its execution. For only
    by concentrating all psychic forces on the desired aim can
    one be assured of perfect success. How does Schiller’s Tell,
    who hesitated so long to shoot the apple from his son’s
    head, answer the bailiff’s question why he had provided
    himself with a second arrow?

    “With the second arrow I would have pierced you had I
    struck my dear child—and truly, I should not have failed to
    reach you.”

    IV. Whoever has had the opportunity of studying the
    concealed psychic feelings of persons by means of psycho-
    analysis can also tell something new concerning the quality
    of unconscious motives, which express themselves in super-
    stition. Nervous persons afflicted with compulsive thinking
    and compulsive states, who are often very intelligent, show

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    very plainly that superstition originates from repressed
    hostile and cruel impulses. The greater part of superstition
    signifies fear of impending evil, and he who has frequently
    wished evil to others, but because of a good bringing-up
    has repressed the same into the unconscious, will be par-
    ticularly apt to expect punishment for such unconscious evil
    in the form of a misfortune threatening him from without.

    If we concede that we have by no means exhausted the
    psychology of superstition in these remarks, we must, on
    the other hand, at least touch upon the question whether
    real roots of superstition should be altogether denied,
    whether there are really no omens, prophetic dreams, tele-
    pathic experiences, manifestations of supernatural forces,
    and the like. I am now far from willing to repudiate without
    anything further all these phenomena, concerning which we
    possess so many minute observations even from men of
    intellectual prominence, and which should certainly form a
    basis for further investigation. We may even hope that
    some of these observations will be explained by our present
    knowledge of the unconscious psychic processes without
    necessitating radical changes in our present aspect. If still
    other phenomena, as, for example, those maintained by the
    spiritualists, should be proven, we should then consider
    the modification of our “laws” as demanded by the new
    experience, without becoming confused in regard to the
    relation of things of this world.

    In the sphere of these analyses I can only answer the
    questions here proposed subjectively—that is, in accordance
    with my personal experience. I am sorry to confess that I
    belong to that class of unworthy individuals before whom
    the spirits cease their activities and the supernatural disap-
    pears, so that I have never been in position to experience
    anything personally that would stimulate belief in the
    miraculous. Like everybody else, I have had forebodings
    and experienced misfortunes; but the two evaded each
    other, so that nothing followed the foreboding, and the

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    misfortune struck me unannounced. When as a young man
    I lived alone in a strange city I frequently heard my name
    suddenly pronounced by an unmistakable, dear voice, and
    I then made a note of the exact moment of the hallucina-
    tion in order to inquire carefully of those at home what
    had occurred at that time. There was nothing to it. On
    the other hand, I later worked among my patients calmly
    and without foreboding while my child almost bled to death.
    Nor have I ever been able to recognize as unreal phenomena
    any of the forebodings reported to me by my patients.

    The belief in prophetic dreams numbers many adherents,
    because it can be supported by the fact that some things
    really so happen in the future as they were previously fore-
    told by the wish of the dream. But in this there is little
    to be wondered at, as many far-reaching deviations may be
    regularly demonstrated between a dream and the fulfilment
    which the credulity of the dreamer prefers to neglect.

    A nice example, one which may be justly called prophetic,
    was once brought to me for exhaustive analysis by an in-
    telligent and truth-loving patient. She related that she once
    dreamed that she had met a former friend and family
    physician in front of a certain store in a certain street, and
    next morning when she went down town she actually met
    him at the place named in the dream. I may observe that
    the significance of this wonderful coincidence was not proven
    to be due to any subsequent event–that is, it could not be
    justified through future occurrences.

    Careful examination definitely established the fact that
    there was no proof that the woman recalled the dream in
    the morning following the night of the dream–that is,
    before the walk and before the meeting. She could offer
    no objection when this state of affairs was presented in a
    manner that robbed this episode of everything miraculous,
    leaving only an interesting psychologic problem. One
    morning she had walked through this very street, had met
    her old family physician before that certain store, and on

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    seeing him received the conviction that during the preceding
    night she had dreamed of this meeting at this place.

    The analysis then showed with great probability how she
    came to this conviction, to which, in accordance with the
    general rule, we cannot deny a certain right to credence.

    A meeting at a definite place following a previous expecta-
    -
    tion really describes the fact of a rendezvous. The old
    family physician awakened her memory of old times, when
    meetings with a third person, also a friend of the physician,
    were of marked significance to her. Since that time she
    had continued her relations with this gentleman, and the
    day before the mentioned dream she had waited for him
    in vain. If I could report in greater detail the circumstances
    here before us, I could easily show that the illusion of the
    prophetic dream at the sight of the friend of former times
    is perchance equivalent to the following speech: “Ah,
    doctor, you now remind me of bygone times, when I never
    had to wait in vain for N. when we had arranged a meeting.”

    I have observed in myself a simple and easily explained
    example, which is probably a good model for similar occur-
    -
    rences of those familiar “remarkable coincidences” wherein
    we meet a person of whom we were just thinking. During
    a walk through the inner city a few days after the title of
    “Professor” was bestowed on me, which carries with it a
    great deal of prestige even in monarchical cities, my thoughts
    suddenly merged into a childish revenge-fantasy against a
    certain married couple. Some months previous they had
    called me to see their little daughter who suffered from an
    interesting compulsive manifestation following the appear-
    -
    ance of a dream. I took a great interest in the case, the
    genesis of which I believed I could surmise, but the parents
    were unfavourable to my treatment, and gave me to under-
    -
    stand that they thought of applying to a foreign authority
    who cured by means of hypnotism. I now fancied that
    after the failure of this attempt, the parents begged me to
    resume my treatment, that they now had full confidence in

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    me, etc. But I answered: “Now that I have become a
    professor, you have confidence in me. The title has made
    no change in my ability; if you could not use me when I
    was instructor you can get along without me now that I
    am a professor.” At this point my fantasy was interrupted
    by a loud “Good evening, Professor!” and as I looked up
    there passed me the same couple on whom I had just taken
    this imaginary vengeance.

    The next reflection destroyed the semblance of the miracu-
    -
    lous. I was walking towards this couple on a straight, almost
    deserted street; glancing up hastily at a distance of perhaps
    twenty steps from me, I had spied and realized their stately
    personalities; but this perception, following the model of a
    negative hallucination, was set aside by certain emotionally
    accentuated motives and then asserted itself in the appar-
    ently spontaneous emerging fantasy.

    A similar experience is related by Brill, which also throws
    some light on the nature of telepathy.

    “While engrossed in conversation during our customary
    Sunday evening dinner at one of the large New York
    restaurants, I suddenly stopped and irrelevantly remarked
    to my wife, ‘I wonder how Dr. R. is doing in Pittsburg.’
    She looked at me much astonished and said: ‘Why, that
    is exactly what I have been thinking for the last few seconds!
    Either you have transferred this thought to me or I have
    transferred it to you. How can you otherwise explain this
    strange phenomenon?’ I had to admit that I could offer
    no solution. Our conversation throughout the dinner
    showed not the remotest association to Dr. R., nor, so
    far as our memories went, had we heard or spoken of him
    for some time. Being a sceptic, I refused to admit that
    there was anything mysterious about it, although inwardly I
    felt quite uncertain. To be frank, I was somewhat mystified.

    “But we did not remain very long in this state of mind,
    for on looking toward the cloak-room we were surprised
    to see Dr. R. Though closer inspection showed our mistake,

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    we were both struck by the remarkable resemblance of this
    stranger to Dr. R. From the position of the cloak-
    room we were forced to conclude that this stranger had passed
    our table. Absorbed in our conversation, we had not noticed
    him consciously, but the visual image had stirred up the
    association of his double, Dr. R. That we should both
    have experienced the same thought is also quite natural.
    The last word from our friend was to the effect that he
    had taken up private practice in Pittsburg, and, being aware
    of the vicissitudes that beset the beginner, it was quite natural
    to wonder how fortune smiled upon him.

    “What promised to be a supernatural manifestation was
    thus easily explained on a normal basis; but had we not
    noticed the stranger before he left the restaurant, it would
    have been impossible to exclude the mysterious. I venture
    to say that such simple mechanisms are at the bottom of the
    most complicated telepathic manifestations; at least, such has
    been my experience in all cases accessible to investigation.”

    Another “solution of an apparent foreboding” was
    reported by Otto Rank1):—

    “Some time ago I had experienced a remarkable variation
    of that ‘peculiar coincidence’ wherein one meets a person
    who has just been occupying one’s thoughts. Shortly before
    Christmas I went to the Austro-
    Hungarian Bank in order
    to obtain ten new silver crown-pieces destined for Christmas
    gifts. Absorbed in ambitious fantasies which dealt with
    the contrast of my meagre means to the enormous sums in
    the banking-house, I turned into the narrow street to the
    bank. In front of the door I saw an automobile and many
    people going in and out. I thought to myself: ‘The officials
    will have plenty of time for my new crowns; naturally I
    shall be quick about it; I shall put down the paper notes
    to be exchanged, and say, “Please give me gold.”’ I realized
    my mistake at once—I was to have asked for silver—and
    awoke from my fantasies.

    1Zentralb. f. Psychoanalyse, ii. 5.

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    “I was now only a few steps from the entrance, and
    noticed a young man coming toward me who looked familiar,
    but whom I could not definitely identify on account of my
    short-sightedness. As he came nearer I recognized him as
    a classmate of my brother whose name was Gold and from
    whose brother, a well-known journalist, I had great expecta-
    tions in the beginning of my literary career. But these
    expectations had not materialized, and with them had
    vanished the hoped-for material success with which my
    fantasies were occupying themselves on my way to the
    bank. Thus engrossed I must have unconsciously perceived
    the approach of Mr. Gold, who impressed himself on my
    conscience while I was dreaming of material success, and
    thereby caused me to ask the cashier for gold instead of
    the inferior silver. But, on the other hand, the paradoxical
    fact that my unconscious was able to perceive an object long
    before it was recognized by the eye might in part be explained
    by the complex readiness (Komplexbereitschaft) of Bleuler.
    For my mind was attuned to the material, and, contrary to
    my better knowledge, it guided my steps from the very beginning
    to buildings where gold and paper money were exchanged.”
    To the category of the wonderful and uncanny we may
    also add that strange feeling we perceive in certain moments
    and situations when it seems as if we had already had exactly
    the same experience, or had previously found ourselves in the
    same situation. Yet we are never successful in our efforts to
    recall clearly those former experiences and situations. I know
    that I follow only the loose colloquial expression when I
    designate that which stimulates us in such moments as a
    “feeling.” We undoubtedly deal with a judgment and, indeed,
    with a judgment of cognition; but these cases, nevertheless,
    have a character peculiar to themselves, and besides, we must
    not ignore the fact that we never recall what we are seeking.
    I do not know whether this phenomenon of Déjà vu
    was ever seriously offered as a proof of a former psychic
    existence of the individual; but it is certain that psychologists

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    have taken an interest in it, and have attempted to solve
    the riddle in a multitude of speculative ways. None of the
    proposed tentative explanations seems right to me, because
    none takes account of anything but the accompanying
    manifestations and the favouring conditions of the phe-
    nomenon. Those psychic processes which, according to
    my observation, are alone responsible for the explanation
    of the Déjà vu—namely, the unconscious fantasies—are
    generally neglected by the psychologists even to-day.

    I believe that it is wrong to designate the feeling of having
    experienced something before as an illusion. On the contrary,
    in such moments something is really touched that we have
    already experienced, only we cannot consciously recall the
    latter because it never was conscious. In short, the feeling
    of Déjà vu corresponds to the memory of an unconscious
    fantasy. There are unconscious fantasies (or day dreams)
    just as there are similar conscious creations, which every
    one knows from personal experience.

    I realize that the object is worthy of most minute study,
    but I will here give the analysis of only one case of Déjà vu
    in which the feeling was characterized by particular intensity
    and persistence. A woman of thirty-seven years asserted
    that she most distinctly remembered that at the age of
    twelve and a half she paid her first visit to some school
    friends in the country, and as she entered the garden she
    immediately had the feeling of having been there before.
    This feeling was repeated as she went through the living-
    rooms, so that she believed she knew beforehand how big
    the next room was, what views one could have on looking
    out of it, etc. But the belief that this feeling of recognition
    might have its source in a previous visit to the house and
    garden, perhaps a visit paid in earliest childhood, was
    absolutely excluded and disproved by statements from her
    parents. The woman who related this sought no psychologic
    explanation, but saw in the appearance of this feeling a
    prophetic reference to the importance which these friends

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    later assumed in her emotional life. On taking into considera-
    tion, however, the circumstance under which this phenomenon
    presented itself to her, we found the way to another
    conception.

    When she decided upon this visit she knew that these
    girls had an only brother, who was seriously ill. In the course
    of the visit she actually saw him. She found him looking
    very badly, and thought to herself that he would soon die.
    But it happened that her own only brother had had a serious
    attack of diphtheria some months before, and during his
    illness she had lived for weeks with relatives far from her
    parental home. She believed that her brother was taking
    part in this visit to the country, imagined even that this
    was his first long journey since his illness; still, her memory
    was remarkably indistinct in regard to these points, whereas
    all other details, and particularly the dress which she wore
    that day, remained most clearly before her eyes.

    To the initiated it will not be difficult to conclude from
    these suggestions that the expectation of her brother’s
    death had played a great part in the girl’s mind at that
    time, and that either it never became conscious or it was
    more energetically repressed after the favourable issue of
    the illness. Under other circumstances she would have been
    compelled to wear another dress—namely, mourning clothes.
    She found the analogous situation in her friends’ home;
    their only brother was in danger of an early death, an event
    that really came to pass a short time after. She might have
    consciously remembered that she had lived through a similar
    situation a few months previous, but instead of recalling
    what was inhibited through repression she transferred the
    memory feeling to the locality, to the garden, and the house,
    and merged it into the fausse reconnaissance that she had
    already seen everything exactly as it was.

    From the fact of the repression we may conclude that
    the former expectation of the death of her brother was not
    far from evincing the character of a wish-fantasy. She

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    would then have become the only child. In her later neurosis
    she suffered in the most intense manner from the fear of
    losing her parents, behind which the analysis disclosed, as
    usual, the unconscious wish of the same content.

    My own experience of Déjà vu I can trace in a similar
    manner to the emotional constellation of the moment. It
    may be expressed as follows: “That would be another
    occasion for awakening certain fantasies (unconscious and
    unknown) which were formed in me at one time or another
    as a wish to improve my situation.”1)

    V. Recently when I had occasion to recite to a colleague
    of a philosophical turn of mind some examples of name-
    forgetting, with their analyses, he hastened to reply: “That
    is all very well, but with me the forgetting of a name proceeds
    in a different manner.” Evidently one cannot dismiss this
    question as simply as that; I do not believe that my colleague
    had ever thought of an analysis for the forgetting of a name
    nor could he say how the process differed in him. But his
    remark, nevertheless, touches upon a problem which many
    would be inclined to place in the foreground. Does the
    solution given for faulty and chance actions apply in general
    or only in particular cases, and if only in the latter, what
    are the conditions under which it may also be employed
    in the explanation of the other phenomena?

    In answer to this question my experiences leave me in
    the lurch. I can only urge against considering the demon-
    strated connections as rare, for as often as I have made the

    1Thus far this explanation of Déjà vu has been appreciated by
    only one observer. Dr. Ferenczi, to whom the third edition of
    this book is indebted for so many contributions, writes to me con-
    cerning this: “I have been convinced, through myself as well as
    others, that the inexplicable feeling of familiarity can be referred to
    unconscious fantasies of which we are unconsciously reminded in
    an actual situation. With one of my patients the process was
    apparently different but in reality it was quite analogous. This
    feeling returned to him very often, but showed itself regularly as
    originating in a forgotten (repressed) portion of a dream of the
    preceding night. Thus it appears that the Déjà vu can „originate
    not only from day dreams but also from night dreams.”

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    test in myself and with my patients it was always definitely
    demonstrated exactly as in the examples reported, or there
    were at least good reasons to assume this. One should not
    be surprised, however, when one does not succeed every
    time in finding the concealed meaning of the symptomatic
    action, as the amount of inner resistances ranging them-
    selves against the solution must be considered a deciding
    factor. Also it is not always possible to explain every
    individual dream of one’s self or of patients. To substantiate
    the general validity of the theory, it is enough if one can
    penetrate only a certain distance into the hidden associations.
    The dream which proves refractory when the solution is
    attempted on the following day can often be robbed of its
    secret a week or a month later, when the psychic factors
    combating one another have been reduced as a consequence
    of a real change that has meanwhile taken place. The same
    applies to the solution of faulty and symptomatic actions.
    It would therefore be wrong to affirm of all cases which
    resist analysis that they are caused by another psychic
    mechanism than that here revealed; such assumption requires
    more than negative proofs; moreover, the readiness to
    believe in a different explanation of faulty and symptomatic
    actions, which probably exists universally in all normal
    persons, does not prove anything; it is obviously an expression
    of the same psychic forces which produced the secret, which
    therefore strives to protect and struggle against its elucidation.

    On the other hand, we must not overlook the fact that
    the repressed thoughts and feelings are not independent in
    attaining expression in symptomatic and faulty actions. The
    technical possibility for such an adjustment of the innerva-
    tions must be furnished independently of them, and this
    is then gladly utilized by the intention of the repressed
    material to come to conscious expression. In the case of
    linguistic faulty actions an attempt has been made by
    philosophers and philologists to verify through minute
    observations what structural and functional relations

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    DETERMINISM

    enter into the service of such intention. If in the deter-
    minations of faulty and symptomatic actions we separate
    the unconscious motive from its co-active physiological and
    psychophysical relations, the question remains open whether
    there are still other factors within normal limits which,
    like the unconscious motive, and in its place can produce
    faulty and symptomatic actions on the road of the relations.
    It is not my task to answer this question.

    VI. Since the discussion of speech blunders we have been
    content to demonstrate that faulty actions have a concealed
    motive, and through the aid of psychoanalysis we have traced
    our way to the knowledge of their motivation. The general
    nature and the peculiarities of the psychic factors brought
    to expression in these faulty actions we have hitherto left
    almost without consideration; at any rate, we have not
    attempted to define them more accurately or to examine
    into their lawfulness. Nor will we now attempt a thorough
    elucidation of the subject, as the first steps have already
    taught us that it is more feasible to enter this structure
    from another side. Here we can put before ourselves certain
    questions which I will cite in their order. (1) What is the
    content and the origin of the thoughts and feelings which
    show themselves through faulty and chance actions? (2)
    What are the conditions which force a thought or a feeling to
    make use of these occurrences as a means of expression and
    place it in a position to do so? (3) Can constant and definite
    associations be demonstrated between the manner of the faulty
    action and the qualities brought to expression through it?

    I shall begin by bringing together some material for
    answering the last question. In the discussion of the examples
    of speech blunders we found it necessary to go beyond
    the contents of the intended speech, and we had to seek
    the cause of the speech disturbance outside the intention.
    The latter was quite clear in a series of cases, and was known
    to the consciousness of the speaker. In the example that
    seemed most simple and transparent it was a similar sound-

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    ing but different conception of the same thought, which
    disturbed its expression without any one being able to say
    why the one succumbed and the other came to the surface
    (Meringer and Mayers’ Contaminations).

    In a second group of cases one conception succumbed to
    a motive which did not, however, prove strong enough to
    cause complete submersion. The conception which was
    withheld was clearly presented to consciousness.

    Only of the third group can we affirm unreservedly that the
    disturbing thought differed from the one intended, and it
    is obvious that it may establish an essential distinction.
    The disturbing thought is either connected with the disturbed
    one through a thought association (disturbance through
    inner contradiction), or it is substantially strange to it,
    and just the disturbed word is connected with the disturbing
    thought through a surprising outer association, which is
    frequently unconscious.

    In the examples which I have given from my psycho-
    analyses it is found that the entire speech is either under
    the influence of thoughts which have become active simul-
    taneously, or under absolutely unconscious thoughts which
    betray themselves either through the disturbance itself, or
    which evince an indirect influence by making it possible for the
    individual parts of the unconsciously intended speech to disturb
    one another. The retained or unconscious thoughts from which
    the disturbances in speech emanate are of most varied origin.

    A general survey does not reveal any definite direction.

    Comparative examinations of examples of mistakes in
    reading and writing lead to the same conclusions. Isolated
    cases, as in speech blunders, seem to owe their origin to
    an unmotivated work of condensation (e.g., the Apel). But
    we should be pleased to know whether special conditions
    must not be fulfilled in order that such condensation, which
    is considered regular in the dream-work and faulty in our
    waking thoughts, should take place. No information con-
    cerning this can be obtained from the examples themselves.

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    But I merely refuse from this to draw the conclusion that
    there are no such conditions, as, for instance, the relaxation
    of conscious attention; for I have learned elsewhere that
    automatic actions are especially characterized by correctness
    and reliability. I would rather emphasize the fact that here,
    as so frequently in biology, it is the normal relations, or
    those approaching the normal, that are less favourable
    objects for investigation than the pathological. What
    remains obscure in the explanation of these most simple
    disturbances will, according to my expectation, be made
    clear through the explanation of more serious disturbances.

    Also mistakes in reading and writing do not lack examples
    in which more remote and more complicated motivation
    can be recognized.

    There is no doubt that the disturbances of the speech
    functions occur more easily and make less demand on the
    disturbing forces than other psychic acts.

    But one is on different ground when it comes to the
    examination of forgetting in the literal sense–
    i.e., the forget-
    ting of past experiences. (To distinguish this forgetting from
    the others we designate sensu strictiori the forgetting of
    proper names and foreign words, as in Chapters I and II,
    as “slips”; and the forgetting of resolutions as “omissions.”)
    The principal conditions of the normal process in forgetting
    are unknown.1 We are also reminded of the fact that not
    all is forgotten which we believe to be. Our explanation
    here deals only with those cases in which the forgetting

    I can perhaps give the following outline concerning the
    mechanism of actual forgetting. The memory material suc-
    cumbs in general to two influences, condensation and disfigure-
    ment. Disfigurement is the work of the tendencies dominating
    the psychic life, and directs itself above all against the affective
    remnants of memory traces which maintain a more resistive atti-
    tude towards condensation. The traces which have grown indif-
    ferent merge into a process of condensation without opposition;
    in addition it may be observed that tendencies of disfigurement
    also feed on the indifferent material, because they have not been
    gratified where they wished to manifest themselves. As these
    processes of condensation and disfigurement continue for long

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    arouses our astonishment, in so far as it infringes the rule
    that the unimportant is forgotten, while the important
    matter is guarded by memory. Analysis of these examples
    of forgetting which seem to demand a special explanation
    shows that the motive of forgetting is always an unwilling-
    ness to recall something which may evoke painful feelings.
    We come to the conjecture that this motive universally
    strives for expression in psychic life, but is inhibited through
    other and contrary forces from regularly manifesting itself.
    The extent and significance of this dislike to recall painful
    impressions seem worthy of the most painstaking psychologic
    investigation. The question as to what special conditions
    render possible the universally resistant forgetting in indivi-
    dual cases cannot be solved through this added association.

    A different factor steps into the foreground in the forget-
    ting of resolutions; the supposed conflict resulting in the
    repression of the painful memory becomes tangible, and in
    the analysis of the examples one regularly recognizes a
    counter-will which opposes but does not put an end to the
    resolution. As in previously discussed faulty acts, we here
    also recognize two types of the psychic process: the counter-
    will either turns directly against the resolution (in intentions
    of some consequence) or it is substantially foreign to the
    resolution itself and establishes its connection with it through
    an outer association (in almost indifferent resolutions).

    periods during which all fresh experiences act upon the trans-
    formation of the memory content, it is our belief that it is time
    that makes memory uncertain and indistinct. It is quite probable
    that in forgetting there can really be no question of a direct function
    of time. From the repressed memory traces it can be verified
    that they suffer no changes even in the longest periods. The
    unconscious, at all events, knows no time limit. The most impor-
    tant as well as the most peculiar character of psychic fixation
    consists in the fact that all impressions are on the one hand retained
    in the same form as they were received, and also in the forms that
    they have assumed in their further development. This state of
    affairs cannot be elucidated by any comparison from any other
    sphere. By virtue of this theory every former state of the memory
    content may thus be restored, even though all original relations
    have long been replaced by newer ones.

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    The same conflict governs the phenomena of erroneously
    carried-out actions. The impulse which manifests itself in
    the disturbances of the action is frequently a counter-
    impulse. Still oftener it is altogether a strange impulse
    which only utilizes the opportunity to express itself through
    a disturbance in the execution of the action. The cases in
    which the disturbance is the result of an inner contradiction
    are the most significant ones, and also deal with the more
    important activities.

    The inner conflict in the chance or symptomatic actions
    then merges into the background. Those motor expressions
    which are least thought of, or are entirely overlooked by
    consciousness, serve as the expression of numerous uncon-
    scious or restrained feelings. For the most part they represent
    symbolically wishes and phantoms.

    The first question (as to the origin of the thoughts and
    emotions which find expression in faulty actions) we can
    answer by saying that in a series of cases the origin of the
    disturbing thoughts can be readily traced to repressed
    emotions of the psychic life. Even in healthy persons ego-
    istic, jealous and hostile feelings and impulses, burdened
    by the pressure of moral education, often utilize the path
    of faulty actions to express in some way their undeniably
    existing force which is not recognized by the higher psychic
    instances. Allowing these faulty and chance actions to
    continue corresponds in great part to a comfortable tolera-
    tion of the unmoral. The manifold sexual currents play no
    insignificant part in these repressed feelings. That they
    appear so seldom in the thoughts revealed by the analyses
    of my examples is simply a matter of coincidence. As I have
    undertaken the analyses of numerous examples from my
    own psychic life, the selection was partial from the first,
    and aimed at the exclusion of sexual matters. At other
    times it seemed that the disturbing thoughts originated from
    the most harmless objection and consideration.

    We have now reached the answer to the second question

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    —that is, what psychologic conditions are responsible for
    the fact that a thought must seek expression not in its
    complete form but, as it were, in parasitic form, as a
    modification and disturbance of another. From the most
    striking examples of faulty actions it is quite obvious that
    this determinant should be sought in a relation to conscious
    capacity, or in the more or less firmly pronounced character
    of the “repressed” material. But an examination of this
    series of examples shows that this character consists of many
    indistinct elements. The tendency to overlook something
    because it is wearisome, or because the concerned thought does
    not really belong to the intended matter—these feelings seem
    to play the same rôle as motives for the suppression of a thought
    (which later depends for expression on the disturbance of an
    other), as the moral condemnation of a rebellious emotional
    feeling, or as the origin of absolutely unconscious trains of
    thought. An insight into the general nature of the condition
    of faulty and chance actions cannot be gained in this way.

    However, this investigation gives us one single significant
    fact; the more harmless the motivation of the faulty act
    the less obnoxious, and hence the less incapable of conscious-
    ness, the thought to which it gives expression is; the easier also
    becomes the solution of the phenomenon after we have turned
    our attention toward it. The simplest cases of speech blunders
    are immediately noticed and spontaneously corrected. Where
    one deals with motivation through actually repressed feelings
    the solution requires a painstaking analysis, which may some-
    times strike against difficulties or turn out unsuccessful.

    One is therefore justified in taking the result of this last
    investigation as an indication of the fact that the satisfactory
    explanation of the psychologic determinations of faulty and
    chance actions is to be acquired in another way and from
    another source. The indulgent reader can therefore see in
    these discussions the demonstration of the surfaces of
    fracture in which this theme was quite artificially evolved
    from a broader connection.

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    VII. Just a few words to indicate the direction of this
    broader connection. The mechanism of the faulty and
    chance actions, as we have learned to know it through the
    application of analysis, shows in the most essential points
    an agreement with the mechanism of dream formation,
    which I have discussed in the chapter “The Dream Work”
    of my book on the interpretation of dreams. Here, as there,
    one finds the condensation and compromise formation
    (“contaminations”); in addition the situation is much the
    same, since unconscious thoughts find expression as
    modifications of other thoughts in unusual ways and through
    outer associations. The incongruities, absurdities, and errors
    in the dream content by virtue of which the dream is scarcely
    recognized as a psychic achievement, originate in the same
    way—to be sure, through freer usage of the existing material
    —as the common error of our everyday life; here, as there,
    the appearance of the incorrect function is explained through
    the peculiar interference of two or more correct actions.
    An important conclusion can be drawn from this com-
    bination: the peculiar mode of operation, whose most
    striking function we recognize in the dream content, should
    not be adjudged only to the sleeping state of the psychic
    life when we possess abundant proof of its activity during
    the waking state in the form of faulty actions. The same
    connection also forbids us assuming that these psychic
    processes which impress us as abnormal and strange are
    determined by deep-
    seated decay of psychic activity or by
    morbid state of function.1

    The correct understanding of this strange psychic work
    which allows the faulty actions to originate like the dream
    pictures will only be possible after we have discovered that
    the psychoneurotic symptoms, particularly the psychic
    formations of hysteria and compulsion neurosis, repeat in
    their mechanisms all the essential features of this mode

    1Cf. here The Interpretation of Dreams, p. 483. Macmillan:
    New York; and Allen: London.

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    of operation. The continuation of our investigation would
    therefore have to begin at this point.

    There is still another special interest for us in consider-
    ing the faulty, chance, and symptomatic actions in the light
    of this last analogy. If we compare them to the function
    of the psychoneuroses and the neurotic symptoms, two
    frequently recurring statements gain in sense and support
    —namely, that the border-
    line between the nervous, normal,
    and abnormal states is indistinct, and that we are all slightly
    nervous. Regardless of all medical experience, one may
    construe various types of such barely suggested nervousness,
    the formes frustes of the neuroses. There may be cases in
    which only a few symptoms appear, or they may manifest
    themselves rarely or in mild forms; the extenuation may be
    transferred to the number, intensity, or to the temporal
    outbreak of the morbid manifestation. It may also happen
    that just this type, which forms the most frequent transition
    between health and disease, may never be discovered. The
    transition type, whose morbid manifestations come in the
    form of faulty and symptomatic actions, is characterized
    by the fact that the symptoms are transformed to the least
    important psychic activities, while everything that can lay
    claim to a higher psychic value remains free from disturbance.
    When the symptoms are disposed of in a reverse manner
    —that is, when they appear in the most important individual
    and social activities in a manner to disturb the functions of
    nourishment and sexual relations, professional and social
    life—such disposition is found in the severe cases of neuroses,
    and is perhaps more characteristic of the latter than the
    multiformity or vividness of the morbid manifestations.

    But the common character of the mildest as well as the
    severest cases, to which the faulty and chance actions contri-
    bute, lies in the ability to refer the phenomena to unwelcome,
    repressed, psychic material, which, though pushed away from
    consciousness, is nevertheless not robbed of all capacity to
    express itself.