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    I

    IF IN what follows, I bring any contribution to the history of the psy-
    choanalytic movement, nobody must be surprised at the subjective nature
    of this paper, nor at the rôle which falls to me therein. For psychoanaly-
    sis is my creation; for ten years I was the only one occupied with it,
    and all the annoyance which this new subject caused among my con-
    temporaries has been hurled upon my head in the form of criticism.
    Even today, when I am no longer the only psychoanalyst, I feel myself
    justified in assuming that nobody knows better than I what psychoanaly-
    sis is, wherein it differs from other methods of investigating the psychic
    life, what its name should cover, or what might better be designated as
    something else.

    In the year 1909, when I was first privileged to speak publicly on psy-
    choanalysis in an American university, fired by this momentous occa-
    sion for my endeavors, I declared that it was not I who brought
    psychoanalysis into existence. I said that it was Josef Breuer, who had
    merited this honor at a time when I was a student and busy working for
    my examinations (1880–1882).1) Since then, well-intentioned friends
    have frequently repeated that I at that time expressed my gratitude to
    Breuer out of all due proportion. They maintained that, as on previous
    occasions, I should have dignified Breuer’s “cathartic procedure” as
    a mere preliminary to psychoanalysis, and should have claimed that psy-
    choanalysis itself only began with my rejection of the hypnotic tech-
    nique and my introduction of free association. Now it is really a matter
    of indifference whether one considers that the history of psychoanalysis
    started with the cathartic method or only with my modification of the
    same. I enter into this uninteresting question only because some of my
    opponents of psychoanalysis are wont to recall, now and then, that the
    art of psychoanalysis did not originate with me at all, but with Breuer.
    Naturally, this only happens to be the case when their attitude permits

    1) “On Psychoanalysis.” Five lectures given on the occasion of the twentieth anni-
    versary of Clark University, Worcester, Mass., dedicated to Stanley Hall. Second
    edition, 1912. Published simultaneously in English in the American Journal of
    Psychology, March, 1910; translated into Dutch, Hungarian, Polish and Russian.

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    them to find in psychoanalysis something that is noteworthy; on the
    other hand, when they set no limit to their repudiation of psychoanaly-
    sis, then psychoanalysis is always indisputably my creation. I have never
    yet heard that Breuer’s great part in psychoanalysis had brought him an
    equal measure of insult and reproach. As I have recognized long since
    that it is the inevitable fate of psychoanalysis to arouse opposition and to
    embitter people, I have come to the conclusion that I must surely be the
    originator of all that characterizes psychoanalysis. I add, with satisfac-
    tion, that none of the attempts to belittle my share in this much disdained
    psychoanalysis has ever come from Breuer himself, or could boast of his
    support.

    The content of Breuer’s discovery has been so often presented that a
    detailed discussion of it here may be omitted.1 Its fundamental fact is that
    the symptoms of hysterical patients depend upon impressive, but forgot-
    ten scenes of their lives (traumata). The therapy founded thereon was to
    cause the patients to recall and reproduce these experiences under hypno-
    sis (catharsis), and the fragmentary theory deduced from it was that
    these symptoms corresponded to an abnormal use of undischarged sums
    of excitement (conversion). In his theoretical contribution to the “Studies
    in Hysteria,” Breuer, wherever obliged to mention the term conversion,
    has always added my name in parenthesis, as though his first attempt at
    a theoretical formulation was my spiritual property. I think this allot-
    ment refers only to the nomenclature, whilst the conception itself oc-
    curred to us both at the same time.

    It is also well known that Breuer, after his first experience with it,
    allowed the cathartic treatment to remain dormant for a number of years
    and only resumed it after I urged him to do so, on my return from Char-
    cot. He was then an internist and taken up with a rather busy medical
    practice. I had become a physician quite reluctantly, but was, at that
    time, impelled by a strong motive to help nervous patients, or, at least, to
    learn to understand something of their conditions. I had placed reliance
    on physical therapy and found myself helpless in the face of the disap-
    pointments that I had with W. Erb’s “Electrotherapy,” so rich in advice
    and indications. If I did not, at that time, pilot myself independently to
    the opinion later announced by Moebius, that the successes of electro-
    therapy in nervous disorders are the results of suggestion, it was mainly
    due to the fact that these promised successes failed to materialize. The
    treatment by suggestion in deep hypnosis seemed to offer me at that time
    sufficient compensation for the loss of confidence in electrical therapy. I
    learned this treatment through the extremely impressive demonstrations
    of Liébault and Bernheim. But the investigation under hypnosis with

    1Cf. Breuer and Freud: Studies in Hysteria, translated by A. A. Brill, Monograph
    Series of the Journal of Nervous and Mental Diseases.

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    which I became acquainted through Breuer, I found, owing to its auto-
    matic manner of working and the simultaneous gratification of one’s eager-
    ness for knowledge, much more attractive than the monotonous and vio-
    lent suggestive command which was devoid of every possibility of inquiry.

    As one of the latest achievements of psychoanalysis, we have lately
    been admonished to put the actual conflict and the cause of the illness into
    the foreground of analysis. This is exactly what Breuer and I did in the
    beginning of our work with the cathartic method. We guided the patient’s
    attention directly to the traumatic scene in which the symptom had
    arisen, we endeavored to find therein the psychic conflict, and to free the
    repressed affect. We thus discovered the procedure characteristic of the
    psychic processes of the neuroses which I later named regression. The
    associations of the patients went back from the scene to be explained, to
    earlier experiences, and forced the analysis which was to correct the pres-
    ent, to occupy itself with the past. This regression led even further back-
    wards. At first, it went quite regularly to the time of puberty. Later, how-
    ever, such failures as gaps in the understanding tempted the analytic work
    further back into the years of childhood which had, hitherto, been inacces-
    sible to every sort of investigation. This regressive direction became an
    important characteristic of the analysis. It was proved that psychoanaly-
    sis could not clear up anything actual, except by going back to something
    in the past. It even proved that every pathological experience presupposes
    an earlier one, which, though not in itself pathological, lent a pathological
    quality to the later occurrence. But the temptation to stop short at the
    known actual cause was so great, that even in later analyses I yielded to
    it. In the case of the patient called “Dora,” carried out in 1899,1) the scene
    which caused the outbreak of the actual illness was known to me. I tried
    uncounted times to analyze this experience, but all that I could receive to
    my direct demands was the same scanty and broken description. Only
    after a long detour, which led through the earliest childhood of the pa-
    tient, a dream appeared in the analysis of which the hitherto forgotten
    details of the scene were remembered, and this made possible the under-
    standing and solution of the actual conflict.

    From this one example, it may be seen how misleading is the admoni-
    tion just mentioned, and how much of a scientific regression it is to follow
    the advice of neglecting the regression in the analytic technique.

    The first difference of opinion between Breuer and myself came to light
    on a question of the more intimate psychic mechanism of hysteria. He still
    favored a physiological theory, so to speak, and wished to explain the
    psychic splitting of hysterics through the non-communication of various
    psychic states (or states of consciousness, as we then called them). He

    1)Gesammelte Schriften Bd. VIII, Translation in Collected Papers, Vol. III, Hogarth
    Press.

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    thus created the theory of the “hypnoid states,” the effects of which were
    supposed to push the unassimilated foreign bodies into the “waking con-
    sciousness.” I formulated this situation less scientifically. I perceived
    everywhere tendencies and strivings analogous to those of everyday life,
    and conceived the psychic splitting itself as a result of a repelling process,
    which I at that time called “defense,” and later “regression.” I made a
    short-lived attempt to reconcile the two mechanisms, but as experience
    showed me always the same and only thing, my defense theory soon stood
    in opposition to his hypnoid theory.

    I am quite certain, however, that this difference of opinion had nothing
    to do with the parting of the ways which occurred between us soon there-
    after. The latter had a deeper reason, but it happened in such a manner
    that at first, I did not understand it, and only later did I learn from many
    good indications how to interpret it. It will be recalled that Breuer had
    stated, concerning his first famous patient, that “the sexual element in her
    make-up was astonishingly undeveloped” and had never contributed any
    thing to her very marked morbid picture.1) I have always wondered why
    the critics of my theory of the sexual etiology of the neuroses have not
    often opposed it with this assertion of Breuer, and up to this day, I do not
    know whether in this reticence I am to see a proof of their discretion, or
    of their lack of observation. Whoever will reread the history of Breuer’s
    patient in the light of the experience we have gained since then, will have
    no difficulty in understanding the symbolism of the snakes and her rigid-
    ity, and the paralysis of the arm; and by taking into account also the situ-
    ation at the sick-bed of the father, he will easily guess the actual mean-
    ing of that symptom-formation. His opinion as to the part sexuality played
    in the psychic life of that girl will then differ greatly from that of her
    physician. To cure the patient, Breuer utilized the most intensive sugges-
    tive rapport, which may serve as prototype of that which we call “trans-
    ference.” Now I have strong reasons for thinking that after the removal
    of the symptoms, Breuer must have discovered the sexual motivations of
    this transference by new signs, but that the general nature of this unex-
    pected phenomenon escaped him, so that he stopped his investigation
    right there, as though hit by “an untoward event.” He did not furnish
    me with any direct information about this, but at different times he gave
    me enough clues to justify this deduction. Later, when I emphasized more
    and more the significance of sexuality in the etiology of the neuroses,
    Breuer was the first to show me those reactions of resentful rejection, with
    which it was my lot to become so familiar later on, but which at that time
    I had not yet recognized as my inevitable destiny.

    The fact that a gross sexual, tender or inimical, transference occurs in
    every treatment of a neurosis, although this is neither desired nor induced

    1)Breuer and Freud, l.c., p. 14.

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    by either party, has always seemed to me the most unshakable proof that
    the forces of the neuroses originate in the sexual life. This argument has
    by no means received the serious consideration it deserved, for if it had,
    there would have been no arguments. For my own conviction, it has re-
    mained the decisive factor beside and above the special results of the
    analytic work.

    I felt some solace for the poor reception of the sexual etiology of the
    neuroses even among the closer circle of my friends (an empty space soon
    formed itself about my person) in the thought that I had taken up the
    fight for a new and original idea. But one day my memories grouped them-
    selves in such a way as to disturb this satisfaction. However, in return I
    obtained an excellent insight into the origin of our activities and into the
    nature of our knowledge. The idea for which I was held responsible had
    not at all originated with me. It had come to me from three persons, for
    whose opinions I entertained the deepest respect: from Breuer himself,
    from Charcot, and from Chrobak, the gynecologist of our university,
    probably the most prominent of our Vienna physicians. All three men had
    imparted to me an insight which, strictly speaking, they had not them-
    selves possessed. Two of them denied their communication to me when
    later I reminded them of it; the third (Charcot) would have also done
    so had it been granted me to see him again. But these identical communica-
    tions, received without my grasping them, had lain dormant within me,
    until one day they awoke apparently as an original discovery.

    One day, while I was a young hospital doctor, I was accompanying
    Breuer on a walk through the town when a man came up to him and ur-
    gently desired to speak to him. I fell back, and when Breuer was free
    again, he told me in his kindly-
    teacher-
    like manner, that this was the
    husband of a patient who had brought some news about her. The wife, he
    added, behaved in so conspicuous a manner when in company, that she had
    been turned over to him for treatment as a nervous case. He ended with
    the remark: “Those are always secrets of the alcove.” Astonished, I asked
    him what he meant and he explained to me the word, alcove (conjugal-
    bed), for he did not realize how strange this matter appeared to me.

    A few years later at one of Charcot’s evening receptions, I found my-
    self near the venerated teacher who was just relating to Brouardel a very
    interesting history from the day’s practice. I did not hear the beginning
    clearly, but gradually the story obtained my attention. It was the case of
    a young married couple from the far East. The wife was a great sufferer
    and the husband was impotent, or exceedingly awkward. I heard Charcot
    repeat: “Tâchez donc, je vous assure vous y arriverez.” Brouardel, who
    spoke less distinctly, must have expressed his astonishment that such
    symptoms as those of the young wife should have appeared as a result of
    such circumstances, for Charcot said suddenly and with great vivacity:

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    “Mais, dans des cas pareils, c’est toujours la chose génital, toujours–tou-
    jours–toujours.” And while saying that, he crossed his hands in his lap
    and jumped up and down several times, with the vivacity peculiar to him. I
    know that for a moment I was almost paralyzed with astonishment, and I
    said to myself, “Yes, but if he knows this, why does he never say so?” But
    the impression was soon forgotten; brain anatomy and the experimental
    induction of hysterical paralyses absorbed all my interests.

    A year later, when I had begun my medical activities in Vienna, as a
    Privatdozent of nervous diseases, I was as innocent and ignorant in all
    that concerned the etiology of the neuroses as could only be expected of
    a promising academician. One day I received a friendly call from Chrobak,
    who asked me to take a patient to whom he could not give sufficient time
    in his new capacity as lecturer at the university. I reached the patient be-
    fore he did and learned that she suffered from senseless attacks of anxiety,
    which could only be alleviated by the most exact information as to the
    whereabouts of her physician at any time of day. When Chrobak ap-
    peared, he took me aside and disclosed to me that the patient’s anx-
    iety was due to the fact that although she had been married eighteen
    years, she was still a virgo intacta, that her husband was utterly impotent.
    In such cases there is nothing that the physician can do but cover up the
    domestic misfortune with his reputation, and he must bear it if people
    shrug their shoulders and say, “He is not a good doctor if in all these years
    he has not been able to cure her.” He added, “The only prescription for
    such troubles is the one well-known to us, but which we cannot prescribe.
    It is:

    Penis normalis
    dosim
    Repetatur!”

    I had never heard of such a prescription and would like to have shaken
    my head at my patron’s cynicism.

    I have certainly not uncovered the illustrious origins of this wicked
    idea in order to shove the responsibility for it on others. I know well that
    it is one thing to express an idea once or several times in the form of a
    rapid aperçu, and quite another to take it seriously and literally to lead it
    through all opposing details and conquer a place for it among accepted
    truths. It is the difference between a light flirtation and a righteous mar-
    riage with all its duties and difficulties. Épouser les idées (to be wedded
    to ideas) is, at least in French, a quite common figure of speech.

    Of the other contributions that were added to the cathartic method
    through my efforts, which thus transformed it into psychoanalysis, I
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    installation of the infantile sexuality, and the method of dream interpre-
    tation for the understanding of the unconscious.

    The theory of repression I certainly worked out independently. I knew
    of no influence that directed me in any way to it, and I long considered
    this idea to be original until O. Rank showed us the passage in Schopen-
    hauer’s “The World as Will and Idea,” where the philosopher is strug-
    gling for an explanation for insanity.1 What he states there concerning
    the striving against the acceptance of a painful piece of reality agrees so
    completely with the content of my theory of repression, that once again, I
    must be grateful to my not being well read, for the possibility of making
    a discovery. To be sure, others have read this passage and overlooked it
    without making this discovery and perhaps the same would have hap-
    pened to me if, in former years, I had taken more pleasure in reading philo-
    sophical authors. In later years I denied myself the great pleasure of read-
    ing Nietzsche’s works, with the conscious motive of not wishing to be
    hindered in the working out of my psychoanalytic impressions by any
    preconceived ideas. I have, therefore, to be prepared—and am so gladly
    —to renounce all claim to priority in those many cases in which the
    laborious psychoanalytic investigations can only confirm the insights in-
    tuitively won by the philosophers.

    The theory of repression is the pillar upon which the edifice of psy-
    choanalysis rests. It is really the most essential part of it, and yet, it is
    nothing but the theoretical expression of an experience which can be re-
    peatedly observed whenever one analyses a neurotic without the aid of
    hypnosis. One is then confronted with a resistance which opposes and
    blocks the analytic work by causing failures of memory. This resistance
    was always covered by the use of hypnosis; the history of psychoanalysis
    proper, therefore, starts with the technical innovation of the rejection of
    hypnosis. The theoretical value of the fact, that this resistance is con-
    nected with an amnesia, leads unavoidably to that concept of unconscious
    psychic activity which is peculiar to psychoanalysis, and distinguishes it
    markedly from the philosophical speculations about the unconscious. It
    may, therefore, be said that the psychoanalytic theory endeavors to ex-
    plain two experiences, which result in a striking and unexpected manner
    during the attempt to trace back the morbid symptoms of a neurotic to
    their source in his life-history; viz., the facts of transference and of re-
    sistance. Every investigation which recognizes these two facts and makes
    them the starting-points of its work may call itself psychoanalysis, even
    if it leads to other results than my own. But whoever takes up other sides
    of the problem and deviates from these two assumptions will hardly
    escape the charge of interfering with the rights of ownership, if he insists
    upon calling himself a psychoanalyst.

    1Zentralblatt für Psychoanalyse, 1911, Vol. I, p. 69.

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    I would very energetically oppose any attempt to count the principles
    of repression and resistance as mere assumptions instead of results of psy-
    choanalysis. Such assumptions of a general psychological and biological
    nature exist, and it would be quite to the point to deal with them elsewhere,
    but the principle of repression is an acquisition of the psychoanalytic
    work, won by legitimate means, as a theoretical extract from very nu-
    merous experiences. Just such an acquisition, but of much later days, is
    the theory of the infantile sexuality, of which no account was taken during
    the first years of tentative analytic investigation. At first, it was merely
    noticed that the effect of actual impressions had to be traced back to the
    past. However, “the seeker often found more than he bargained for.”
    One was lured further and further back into the past and one finally hoped
    to be permitted to tarry in the period of puberty, the epoch of the tradi-
    tional awakening of the sexual impulses. In vain the tracks led still further
    backward into childhood and into its earliest years. On the way down
    there an obstacle had to be overcome, which was almost fatal for this
    young science. Under the influence of the theory of traumatic hysteria,
    following Charcot, one was easily inclined to regard as real and as of
    etiological importance the accounts of patients who traced back their
    symptoms to passive sexual occurrences in the first years of childhood–
    speaking frankly, to seductions. When this etiology broke down through
    its own unlikelihood, and through the contradiction of well-established
    circumstances, there followed a period of absolute helplessness. The
    analysis had led by the correct path to such infantile sexual traumas, and
    yet, these were not true. Thus, the basis of reality had been lost. At that
    time, I would gladly have dropped the whole thing, as did my esteemed
    predecessor, Breuer, when he made his unwelcome discovery. Perhaps I
    persevered only because I had no longer any choice of beginning some-
    thing else. Finally, I reflected that after all no one has a right to despair
    if he has been disappointed in his expectations; one must merely revise
    them. If hysterics trace back their symptoms to imaginary traumas, then
    this new fact signifies that they create such scenes in phantasy, and hence
    psychic reality deserves to be given a place next to actual reality. This
    was soon followed by the conviction that these phantasies were intended
    to hide the autoerotic activities of the early years of childhood, to em-
    bellish and raise them to a higher level, and now the whole sexual life of
    the child came to light behind these phantasies.

    In this sexual activity of the first years of childhood, the congenital con-
    stitution could finally also attain its rights. Disposition and experience
    here became associated into an inseparable etiological unity, insofar as the
    disposition raised certain impressions to inciting and fixed traumas,
    which otherwise would have remained altogether banal and ineffectual,
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    out them, would have remained dormant and, perhaps, undeveloped. The
    last word in the question of traumatic etiology was later on spoken by
    Abraham, when he drew attention to the fact that the very peculiar na-
    ture of the child’s sexual constitution is prone to provoke sexual expe-
    riences of a peculiar kind—that is to say, traumas.1

    My formulations concerning the sexuality of the child were founded
    at first almost exclusively on the results of the analyses of adults, which
    led back into the past. I lacked the opportunity of direct observations on
    the child. It was, therefore, an extraordinary triumph when, years later,
    my discoveries were successfully confirmed for the greater part by direct
    observation and analyses of very young children, a triumph that grad-
    ually became tarnished on reflecting that the discovery was of such a na-
    ture that one really ought to be ashamed of having made it. The deeper one
    penetrated into the observations on the children, the more self-evident
    this fact became, and the more strange, too, became the circumstances
    that such pains had been taken to overlook it.

    To be sure, so certain a conviction of the existence and significance of
    the infantile sexuality can be obtained only if one follows the path of
    analysis, if one goes back from the symptoms and peculiarities of neu-
    rotics to their ultimate sources, the discovery of which then explains what
    is explicable in them, and permits modifying whatever can be changed. I
    understand that one can arrive at different conclusions if, as was recently
    done by C. G. Jung, one first forms a theoretical conception of the nature
    of the sexual instinct and then tries to explain thereby the life of the
    child. Such a conception can only be selected arbitrarily or with regard to
    secondary considerations, and runs the danger of becoming inadequate
    to the sphere for which it was to be utilized. To be sure, the analytic way
    also leads to certain final difficulties and obscurities in regard to sexuality
    and its relation to the whole life of the individual; but these cannot be
    set aside by speculations; they must wait till solutions will be found by
    other observations or by observations in other spheres.

    I shall briefly discuss the history of dream-interpretation. It came to
    me as the first-fruits of the technical innovation when, following a dim
    presentiment, I had decided to replace hypnosis with free associations. It
    was not the understanding of dreams towards which my curiosity was
    originally directed. I do not know of any influences which had guided my
    interest to this or inspired me with any helpful expectations. Before
    Breuer and I stopped collaborating, I had only just time to tell him in
    one sentence that I now knew how to translate dreams. During the de-
    velopment of these discoveries, the symbolism of the language of dreams
    was about the last thing which became known to me, since the associations

    1)Klinische Beiträge zur Psycho-
    analyt. Bibliothek, Vd. X, 1921.

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    of the dreamer offer but little help for the understanding of symbols. As
    I have held fast to the habit of first studying things themselves before
    looking them up in books, I was, therefore, able to establish for myself
    the symbolism of dreams before I was directed to it by the work of
    Sherner. It was only later that I came to value fully this mode of expres-
    sion in dreams. This was partly due to the influence of the works of
    Steckel, who at first did very meritorious work, but later became most
    perfunctory. The close connection between the psychoanalytic interpre-
    tation of dreams and the once so highly esteemed art of dream interpreta-
    tion of the ancients only became clear to me many years afterwards. The
    most characteristic and significant portion of my dream theory, namely,
    the reduction of the dream distortion to an inner conflict, to a sort of inner
    dishonesty, I found later in an author to whom medicine, but not philos-
    ophy was unknown. I refer to the engineer, J. Popper, who had published
    his work, “Phantasies of a Realist,” under the name of Lynkeus.

    The interpretation of dreams became a solace and support to me in
    those difficult first years of analysis, when I had to master at the same
    time the technique, the clinical material, and the therapy of the neuroses;
    when I was entirely isolated and in the confusion of problems and the
    accumulation of difficulties, I often feared lest I should lose my orien-
    tation and my confidence. It often took a long time before the test of my
    assumption, that a neurosis must become comprehensible through anal-
    ysis, was seen by the perplexed patient, but the dreams, which might be
    regarded as analogous to the symptoms, almost regularly confirmed this
    assumption.

    Only because of these successes was I able to persevere. I have, there-
    fore, acquired the habit of measuring the grasp of a psychological worker
    by his attitude to the problem of dream interpretation, and I have noticed
    with satisfaction that most of the opponents of psychoanalysis avoided
    this field altogether, or if they ventured into it, they behaved most awk-
    wardly. The analysis of myself, the need of which soon became apparent
    to me, I carried out by the aid of a series of my own dreams, which led me
    through all the happenings of my childhood years. Even today, I am of
    the opinion that in the case of a prolific dreamer and a person not too
    abnormal this sort of analysis may be sufficient.

    By unfurling this developmental history, I believe I have shown better
    than I could have done by a systematic presentation of the subject what
    psychoanalysis really is. The peculiar nature of my findings I did not at
    first recognize. I sacrificed unhesitatingly my budding popularity as a
    physician and a growing practice in nervous diseases because I searched
    directly for the sexual origin of their neuroses. In this way, I also gained
    a number of experiences which definitely confirmed my conviction of the
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    as a speaker at the Vienna Neurological Society, then under the presidency
    of Krafft-
    Ebing, expecting to be compensated by the interest and recog-
    nition of my colleagues for my material losses, which I voluntarily in-
    curred. I treated my discoveries as ordinary contributions to science and
    hoped that others would treat them in the same way. But the silence which
    followed my lectures, the void that formed about my person, and the in-
    sinuations directed at me, made me realize gradually that statements
    concerning the rôle of sexuality in the etiology of the neuroses cannot hope
    to be treated like other communications. I realized that henceforth I be-
    longed to those who, according to Hebbel’s expression, “have disturbed
    the world’s sleep,” and that I could not count upon being treated objec-
    tively and with toleration. But as my conviction of the general accuracy
    of my observations and the conclusions grew and grew, and as my faith
    in my own judgment and my moral courage were by no means small, there
    could be no doubt about the issue of this situation. I was imbued with
    the conviction that it fell to my lot to discover particularly important
    connections, and was prepared to accept the fate which sometimes ac-
    companies such discoveries.

    This fate I pictured to myself as follows: I should probably succeed in
    sustaining myself through the therapeutic successes of the new procedure,
    but science would take no notice of me during my lifetime. Some decades
    later, someone would surely stumble upon the same, now untimely things,
    compel their recognition and thus, bring me to honor as a forerunner,
    whose misfortune was inevitable. Meanwhile, I arrayed myself as com-
    fortably as possible like Robinson Crusoe on my lonely island. When I
    look back to those lonely years, from the perplexities and pressure of the
    present, it seems to me like a beautiful and heroic era. The “splendid iso-
    lation” was not lacking in advantages and in charms, I did not have to
    read any of the medical literature or listen to any ill-
    informed opponents.
    I was subject to no influences, and no pressure was brought to bear on me.
    I learned to restrain speculative tendencies and, following the unforgotten
    advice of my master, Charcot, I looked at the same things again and again
    until they, themselves, began to talk to me. My publications, for which I
    found shelter despite some difficulty, could safely remain far behind my
    state of knowledge. They could be postponed as long as I pleased. The
    Interpretation of Dreams, for example, was completed in all essentials
    in the beginning of 1896, but was not written down until the summer of
    1899. The analysis of “Dora” was finished at the end of 1899. The history
    of her illness was completed in the next two weeks, but was not published
    until 1905. In the meantime, my writings were not reviewed in the medical
    periodicals, or if an exception was made, they were always treated with
    scornful or pitying condescension. Now and then, a colleague would
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    terms, such as “unbalanced,” “extreme,” or “very odd.” It happened once
    that an assistant at the clinic in Vienna asked me for permission to attend
    one of my courses. He listened very attentively and said nothing, but after
    the last lecture he offered to accompany me home. During this walk, he
    informed me that, with the knowledge of his chief, he had written a book
    against my views, but regretted very much that he had only become better
    acquainted with them through my lectures. Had he known these before,
    he would have written very differently. He had, indeed, inquired at the
    clinic whether he had not better first read The Interpretation of
    Dreams, but had been advised against it, as it was not worth the trou-
    ble. As he now understood it, he compared the solidity of the structure of
    my theory with that of the Catholic Church. In the interests of his soul’s
    salvation, I will assume that this remark contained a bit of recognition.
    But he concluded by saying that it was too late to alter anything in his
    book, as it was already printed. This particular colleague did not consider
    it necessary later on to tell the world something of the change in his
    opinions of my psychoanalysis. On the contrary, as a permanent reviewer
    of a medical journal, he chose rather to follow its development with
    facetious comments.

    Whatever personal sensitiveness I possessed was blunted in those
    years, to my advantage. I was saved, however, from becoming embittered
    by a circumstance that does not come to the assistance of all lonely dis-
    coverers. Such a person usually torments himself with a need to discover
    the cause of the lack of sympathy or of the rejection from his contem-
    poraries, and perceives them as a painful contradiction against the cer-
    tainty of his own conviction. That did not trouble me, for the psycho-
    analytic principles enabled me to understand this attitude of my environ-
    ment as a necessary consequence of fundamental analytic theories. If it
    was true that the connections I had discovered were kept from the knowl-
    edge of the patients by inner affective resistances, then these resistances
    would be sure to manifest themselves also in normal persons as soon as
    the repressed material is conveyed to them from the outside. It was not
    strange that they should know how to motivate their affective rejections
    of my ideas on intellectual grounds. This happened just as often in the
    patients, and the arguments advanced—arguments are as common as
    blackberries, as Falstaff’s speech puts it—were just the same and not
    exactly brilliant. The only difference was that with patients, one had the
    means of bringing pressure to bear in order to induce them to recognize
    and overcome their resistances, but in the case of those seemingly normal,
    such help had to be omitted. How to force these normal people to examine
    the subject in a cool and scientifically objective manner was an in-
    soluble problem, the solution of which was best left to time. In the his-
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    which, at first, called forth only opposition, received recognition a little
    later without the necessity of bringing forward any new proofs.

    That I have not developed any particular respect for the opinion of
    the world or any desire for intellectual compliance during those years
    when I alone represented psychoanalysis, will surprise no one.