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    IX

    SYMPTOMATIC AND CHANCE ACTIONS

    The actions described so far, in which we recognize the
    execution of an unconscious intention, appeared as
    disturbances of other unintended actions, and hid them-
    selves under the pretext of awkwardness. Chance actions,
    which we shall now discuss, differ from erroneously
    carried out actions only in that they disdain the support
    of a conscious intention and really need no pretext.
    They appear independently and are accepted because one
    does not credit them with any aim or purpose. We
    execute them “without thinking anything of them,” “by
    mere chance,” “just to keep the hands busy,” and we
    feel confident that such information will be quite sufficient
    should one inquire as to their significance. In order to
    enjoy the advantage of this exceptional position these
    actions which no longer claim awkwardness as an excuse
    must fulfil certain conditions: they must not be striking,
    and their effects must be insignificant.

    I have collected a large number of such “chance actions”
    from myself and others, and after thoroughly investigating
    the individual examples, I believe that the name “symptom-
    atic actions” is more suitable. They give expression
    to something which the actor himself does not suspect in
    them, and which as a rule he has no intention of imparting
    to others, but aims to keep to himself. Like the other
    phenomena considered so far, they thus play the part of
    symptoms.

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    The richest output of such chance or symptomatic
    actions is above all obtained in the psychoanalytic treat-
    ment of neurotics. I cannot deny myself the pleasure of
    showing by two examples of this nature how far and how
    delicately the determination of these plain occurrences
    are swayed by unconscious thoughts. The line of demar-
    cation between the symptomatic actions and the erron-
    eously carried out actions is so indefinite that I could
    have disposed of these examples in the preceding chapter.

    (a) During the analysis a young, woman reproduced
    this idea which suddenly occurred to her. Yesterday
    while cutting her nails “she had cut into the flesh while
    engaged in trimming the cuticle.” This is of so little
    interest that we ask in astonishment why it is at all
    remembered and mentioned, and therefore come to the
    conclusion that we deal with a symptomatic action. It
    was really the finger upon which the wedding-ring is
    worn which was injured through this slight awkwardness.
    It happened, moreover, on her wedding-day, which thus
    gives to the injury of the delicate skin a very definite and
    easily guessed meaning. At the same time she also related
    a dream which alluded to the awkwardness of her husband
    and her anesthesia as a woman. But why did she injure
    the ring finger of her left hand when the wedding-ring is
    worn on the right? Her husband is a jurist, a “Doctor
    of Laws” (Doktor der Rechte, literally a Doctor of Rights),
    and her secret affection as a girl belonged to a physician
    who was jokingly called Doktor der Linke (literally Doctor
    of Left). Incidentally a left-handed marriage has a
    definite meaning.

    (b) A single young woman relates: “Yesterday, quite
    unintentionally, I tore a hundred-dollar note in two
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    that, too, a symptomatic action?” After closer investiga-
    tion the matter of the hundred-dollar note elicited the
    following associations: She dedicated a part of her time
    and her fortune to charitable work. Together with
    another woman she was taking care of the rearing of an
    orphan. The hundred dollars was the contribution sent
    her by that woman, which she enclosed in an envelope
    and provisionally deposited on her writing-desk.
    The visitor was a prominent woman with whom she
    was associated in another act of charity. This woman
    wished to note the names of a number of persons to
    whom she could apply for charitable aid. There was no
    paper, so my patient grasped the envelope from her desk,
    and without thinking of its contents tore it in two pieces,
    one of which she kept, in order to have a duplicate list
    of names, and gave the other to her visitor.
    Note the harmlessness of this aimless occurrence. It
    is known that a hundred-dollar note suffers no loss in
    value when it is torn, provided all the pieces are produced.
    That the woman would not throw away the piece of
    paper was assumed by the importance of the names on it,
    and there was just as little doubt that she would return
    the valuable content as soon as she noticed it.
    But to what unconscious thought should this chance
    action, which was made possible through forgetfulness,
    give expression? The visitor in this case had a very
    definite relation to my patient and myself. It was she who
    at one time had recommended me as physician to the
    suffering girl, and if I am not mistaken my patient con-
    sidered herself indebted for this advice. Should this
    halved hundred-dollar note perhaps represent a fee for
    her mediation? That still remained enigmatic.
    But other material was added to this beginning. Several

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    days before a woman mediator of a different sort had
    inquired of a relative whether the gracious young lady
    wished to make the acquaintance of a certain gentleman,
    and that morning, some hours before the woman’s visit,
    the wooing letter of the suitor arrived, giving occasion for
    much mirth. When therefore the visitor opened the
    conversation with inquiries regarding the health of my
    patient, the latter could well have thought: “You certainly
    found me the right doctor, but if you could assist me in
    obtaining the right husband (and a child) I should be still
    more grateful.”

    Both mediators became fused into one in this repressed,
    thought, and she handed the visitor the fee which her
    fantasy was ready to give the other. This resolution
    became perfectly convincing when I add that I had told
    her of such chance or symptomatic actions only the
    previous evening. She then took advantage of the next
    occasion to produce an analogous action.

    We can undertake a grouping of these extremely
    frequent chance and symptomatic actions according to
    their occurrence as habitual, regular under certain cir-
    cumstances, and as isolated ones. The first group (such
    as playing with the watch-chain, fingering one’s beard,
    and so on), which can almost serve as a characteristic of
    the person concerned, is related to the numerous tic
    movements, and certainly deserves to be dealt with in
    connection with the latter. In the second group I place
    the playing with one’s cane, the scribbling with one’s
    pencil, the jingling of coins in one’s pocket, kneading
    dough and other plastic materials, all sorts of handling of
    one’s clothing, and many other actions of the same order.

    These playful occupations during psychic treatment
    regularly conceal sense and meaning to which other

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    expression is denied. Generally the person in question
    knows nothing about it; he is unaware whether he is
    doing the same thing or whether he has imitated certain
    modifications in his customary playing, and he also fails to
    see or hear the effects of these actions. For example, he
    does not hear the noise which is produced by the jingling
    of coins, and he is astonished and incredulous when his
    attention is called to it. Of equal significance to the
    physician, and worthy of his observation, is everything
    that one does with his clothing often without noticing it.
    Every change in the customary attire, every little negli-
    gence, such as an unfastened button, every trace of
    exposure means to express something that the wearer of
    the apparel does not wish to say directly, usually he is
    entirely unconscious of it.

    The interpretation of these trifling chance actions, as
    well as the proof for their interpretation, can be demon-
    strated every time with sufficient certainty from the
    surrounding circumstances during the treatment, from
    the themes under discussion, and from the ideas that
    come to the surface when attention is directed to the
    seeming accident. Because of this connection I will
    refrain from supporting my assertions by reporting
    examples with their analyses; but I mention these matters
    because I believe that they have the same meaning in
    normal persons as in my patients.

    I cannot, however, refrain from showing by at least
    one example how closely an habitually accomplished
    symbolic action may be connected with the most intimate
    and important part of the life of a normal individual.1)
    “As Professor Freud has taught us, the symbolism in

    1)“Beitrag zur Symbolik im Alltag von Ernest Jones,”
    Zentralb. f. Psychoanalyse, i. 3, 1911.

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    the infantile life of the normal plays a greater role than
    was expected from earlier psychoanalytic experiences. In
    view of this the following brief analysis may be of general
    interest, especially on account of its medical aspects.
    “A doctor on rearranging his furniture in a new house
    came across a straight, wooden) stethoscope, and, after
    pausing to decide where he should put it, was impelled
    to place it on the side of his writing-
    desk in such a position
    that it stood exactly between his chair and the one reserved
    for his patients. The act in itself was certainly odd, for in
    the first place the straight stethoscope served no purpose,
    as he invariably used a binaural one; and in the second
    place all his medical apparatus and instruments were
    always kept in drawers, with the sole exception of this
    one. However, he gave no thought to the matter until
    one day it was brought to his notice by a patient who had
    never seen a wooden stethoscope, askinghim what it was.
    On being told, she asked why he kept it there. He an-
    swered in an offhand way that the place was as good as
    any other. This, however, started him thinking, and he
    wondered whether there had been an unconscious motive
    in his action. Being interested in the psychoanalytic
    method, he asked me to investigate the matter.
    “The first memory that occurred to him was the
    fact that when a medical student he had been struck by
    the habit his hospital interne had of always carrying in
    his hand a wooden stethoscope on his ward visits, although
    he never used it. He greatly admired this interne, and
    was much attached to him. Later on, when he himself
    became an interne he contracted the same habit, and
    would feel very uncomfortable if by mistake he left the
    room without having the instrument to swing in his hand.
    The aimlessness of the habit was shown, not only by the

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    fact that the only stethoscope he ever used was a binaural
    one, which he carried in his pocket, but also in that it was
    continued when he was a surgical interne and never
    needed any stethoscope, at all.

    “From this it was evident that the idea of the instru-
    ment in question had in some way or other become invested
    with a greater psychic significance than normally
    belongs to it—in other words, that to the subject it stood
    for more than it does for other people. The idea must
    have got unconsciously associated with some other one,
    which it symbolized, and from which it derived its
    additional fulness of meaning. I will forestall the rest of
    the analysis by saying what this secondary idea was—
    namely, a phallic one; the way in which this curious
    association had been formed will presently be related.
    The discomfort he experienced in hospital on missing the
    instrument, and the relief and assurance the presence of
    it gave him, was related to what is known as a ‘castration-
    complex’—namely, a childhood fear, often continued in
    a disguised form into adult life, lest a private part of his
    body should be taken away from him, just as playthings so
    often were. The fear was due to paternal threats that it
    would be cut off if he were not a good boy, particularly
    in a certain direction. This is a very common complex,
    and accounts for a great deal of general nervousness and
    lack of confidence in later years.

    “Then came a number of childhood memories relating
    to his family doctor. He had been strongly attached to
    this doctor as a child, and during the analysis long-buried
    memories were recovered of a double phantasy he had in
    his fourth year concerning the birth of a younger sister—
    namely, that she was the child (1) of himself and his
    mother, the father being relegated to the background,

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    and (2) of the doctor and himself; in this he thus played
    both a masculine and feminine part.1) At the time, when
    his curiosity was being aroused by the event, he could not
    help noticing the prominent share taken by the doctor
    in the proceedings, and the subordinate position occupied
    by the father: the significance of this for his later life will
    presently be pointed out.

    “The stethoscope association was formed through
    many connections. In the first place, the physical appear-
    ance of the instrument—a straight, rigid, hollow tube,
    having a small bulbous summit at one extremity and a
    broad base at the other—and the fact of its being the
    essential part of the medical paraphernalia, the instrument
    with which the doctor performed his magical and interest-
    ing feats, were matters that attracted his boyish attention.
    He had had his chest repeatedly examined by the doctor
    at the age of six, and distinctly recollected the volup-
    tuous sensation of feeling the latter’s head near him
    pressing the wooden stethoscope into his chest, and of
    the rhythmic to-and-fro respiratory movement. He had
    been struck by the doctor’s habit of carrying his stethos-
    cope inside his hat; he found it interesting that the doctor
    should carry his chief instrument concealed about his
    person, always handy when he went to see patients, and
    that he only had to take off his hat (i.e. a part of his
    clothing) and ‘pull it out.’ At the age of eight he was
    impressed by being told by an older boy that it was the
    doctor’s custom to get into bed with his women patients.
    It is certain that the doctor, who was young and hand-
    some, was extremely popular among the women of the

    1)Psychoanalytic research, with the penetration of infantile
    amnesia, has shown that this apparent precocity is a less ab-
    normal occurrence than was previously supposed.

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    neighbourhood, including the subject’s own mother.
    The doctor and his ‘instrument’ were therefore the
    objects of great interest throughout his boyhood.

    “It is probable that, as in many other cases, unconscious
    identification with the family doctor had been a main
    motive in determining the subject’s choice of profession.
    It was here doubly conditioned (1) by the superiority of
    the doctor on certain interesting occasions to the father,
    of whom the subject was very jealous, and (2) by the
    doctor’s knowledge of forbidden topics1 and his oppor-
    tunity for illicit indulgence. The subject admitted that he
    had on several occasions experienced erotic temptations
    in regard to his women patients; he had twice fallen in
    love with one, and finally had married one.

    “The next memory was of a dream, plainly of a homo-
    sexual-masochistic nature; in it a man, who proved to be a
    replacement figure of the family doctor, attacked the
    subject with a ‘sword.’ The idea of a sword, as is so
    frequently the case in dreams, represented the same idea
    that was mentioned above to be associated with that of a
    wooden stethoscope, the thought of a ‘sword’ reminded
    the subject of the passage in the Nibelung Saga, where
    Sigurd sleeps with his naked sword (Gram) between him
    and Brunhilda, an incident that had always greatly struck
    his imagination.

    “The meaning of the symptomatic act now at last
    became clear. The subject had placed his wooden stethos-
    cope between him and his patients, just as Sigurd had
    placed his sword (an equivalent symbol) between him
    and the maiden he was not to touch. The act was a
    compromise-formation; it served both to gratify in his

    1The term “medical questions” is a common periphrasis for
    “sexual questions.”

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    imagination the repressed wish to enter into nearer
    relations with an attractive patient (interposition of
    phallus), and at the same time to remind him that this
    wish was not to become a reality (interposition of sword).
    It was, so to speak, a charm against yielding to temptation.
    “I might add that the following passage from Lord
    Lytton’s Richelieu made a great impression on the boy:–

    “Beneath the rule of men entirely great
    The pen is mightier than the sword.”1

    and that he became a prolific writer and uses an unusually
    large fountain-pen. When I asked him what need he had,
    of this pen, he replied in a characteristic manner, ‘I have
    so much to express’.

    “This analysis again reminds us of the profound views
    that are afforded us in the psychic life through the ‘harm-
    less’ and ‘senseless’ actions, and how early in life the
    tendency to symbolization develops.”

    I can also relate an experience from my psychothera-
    peutic practice in which the hand, playing with a mass of
    breadcrumbs, gave evidence of an eloquent declaration.
    My patient was a boy not yet thirteen years of age, who
    had been very hysterical for two years. I finally took him
    for psychoanalytic treatment, after a lengthy stay at a
    hydrotherapeutic institution had proved futile. My
    supposition was that he must have had sexual experiences,
    and that, corresponding to his age, he had been troubled
    by sexual questions; but I was cautious about helping him
    with explanations as I wished to test further my assump-
    tion. I was therefore curious as to the manner in which
    the desired material would evince itself in him.

    One day it struck me that he was rolling something

    1Cf. Oldham’s “I wear my pen as others do their sword.”

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    between the fingers of his right hand; he would thrust it
    into his pocket and there continue playing with it, then
    would draw it out again, and so on. I did not ask what
    he had in his hand; but as he suddenly opened his hand
    he showed it to me. It was bread-
    crumbs kneaded into a
    mass. At the next session he brought along a mass, and
    in the course of our conversation, although his eyes were
    closed, modelled a figure with an incredible rapidity
    which excited my interest. Without doubt it was a manikin
    like the crudest prehistoric idols, with a head, two arms,
    two legs, and an appendage between the legs which he
    drew out to a long point.

    This was scarcely completed when he kneaded the
    manikin together again: later he allowed it to remain,
    but modelled an identical appendage on the flat of the
    back and on other parts in order to veil the meaning of
    the first. I wished to show him that I had understood
    him, but at the same time I wanted to deprive him of the
    evasion that he had thought of nothing while actively
    forming these figures. With this intention I suddenly
    asked him whether he remembered the story of the
    Roman king who gave his son’s envoy a pantomimic
    answer in his garden.

    The boy did not wish to recall what he must have
    learned so much more recently than I. He asked if that
    was the story of the slave on whose bald skull the answer
    was written. I told him, “No, that belonged to Greek
    history,” and related the following: “King Tarquinius
    Superbus had induced his son Sextus to steal into a
    Latin city. The son, who had later obtained a foothold
    in the city, sent a messenger to the king asking what
    steps he should take next. The king gave no answer, but
    went into his garden, had the question repeated there,

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    and silently struck off the heads of the largest and most
    beautiful poppies. All that the messenger could do was
    to report this to Sextus, who understood his father, and
    caused the most distinguished citizens of the city to be
    removed by assassination.”

    While I was speaking the boy stopped kneading, and
    as I was relating what the king did in his garden, I noticed
    that at the words “silently struck” he tore off the head of
    the manikin with a movement as quick as lightning. He
    therefore understood me, and showed that he was also
    understood by me. Now I could question him directly,
    and gave him the information that he desired, and in a,
    short time the neurosis came to an end.

    The symptomatic actions which we observe in in-
    exhaustible abundance in healthy as well as in nervous
    people are worthy of our interest for more than one
    reason. To the physician they often serve as valuable
    indications for orienting himself in new or unfamiliar
    conditions; to the keen observer they often betray every-
    thing, occasionally even more than he cares to know. He
    who is familiar with its application sometimes feels like
    King Solomon, who, according to the Oriental legend,
    understood the language of animals.

    One day I was to examine a strange young man at his
    mother’s home. As he came towards me I was attracted
    by a large stain on his trousers, which by its peculiar stiff
    edges I recognized as one produced by albumen. After a
    moment’s embarrassment the young man excused this
    stain by remarking that he was hoarse and therefore drank
    a raw egg, and that some of the slippery white of the egg
    had probably fallen on his clothes. To confirm his state-
    ments he showed the eggshell which could still be seen
    on a small plate in the room. The suspicious spot was

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    thus explained in this harmless way; but as his mother
    left us alone I thanked him for having so greatly facilitated
    the diagnosis for me, and without further procedure I
    took as the topic of our discussion his confession that he
    was suffering from the effects of masturbation.

    Another time I called on a woman as rich as she was
    miserly and foolish, who was in the habit of giving the
    physician the task of working his way through a heap of
    her complaints before he could reach the simple cause of
    her condition. As I entered she was sitting at a small table
    engaged in arranging silver dollars*in little piles: as she
    ,rose she tumbled some of the pieces of money to the
    floor. I helped her pick them up, but interrupted the
    recitation of her misery by remarking: “Has your good
    son-in-law been spending so much of your money again?”
    She bitterly denied this, only to relate a few moments
    later the lamentable story of the aggravation caused by
    her son-in-law’s extravagances. And she has not sent
    for me since. I cannot maintain that one always makes
    friends of those to whom he tells the meaning of their
    symptomatic actions.

    He who observes his fellow-
    men while at table will be
    able to verify in them the nicest and most instructive
    symptomatic actions.

    Dr. Hans Sachs relates the following:–

    “I happened to be present when an elderly couple
    related to me partook of their supper. The lady had
    stomach-
    trouble and was forced-
    to follow a strict diet. A
    roast was put before the husband, and he requested his
    wife, who was not allowed to partake of this food, to give
    him the mustard. The wife opened the closet and took
    out the small bottle of stomach drops, and placed it on
    the table before her husband. Between the barrel-
    shaped

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    mustard-glass and the small drop-bottle there was
    naturally no similarity through which the mishandling
    could be explained; yet the wife only noticed the mistake
    after her husband laughingly called her attention to it.
    The sense of this symptomatic action needs no explana-
    tion.”

    For an excellent example of this kind which was very
    skilfully utilized by the observer, I am indebted to Dr.
    Bernh. Dattner (Vienna):—

    “I dined in a restaurant with my colleague H., a doctor
    of philosophy. He spoke about the injustice done to
    probationary students, and added that even before he
    finished his studies he was placed as secretary to the
    ambassador, or rather the extraordinary plenipotentiary
    Minister to Chili. ‘But,’ he added, ‘the minister was
    afterwards transferred, and I did not make any effort to
    meet the newly appointed.’ While uttering the last
    sentence he was lifting a piece of pie to his mouth, but he
    let it drop as if out of awkwardness. I immediately
    grasped the hidden sense of this symptomatic action, and
    remarked to my colleague, who was unacquainted with
    psychoanalysis, ‘You really allowed a very choice morsel
    to slip from you.’ He did not realize, however, that my
    words could equally refer to his symptomatic action, and
    he repeated the same words I uttered with a peculiarly
    agreeable and surprising vividness, as if I had actually
    taken the words from his mouth: ‘It was really a very
    choice morsel that I allowed to get away from me.’ He
    then followed this remark with a detailed description of
    his clumsiness, which has cost him this very remunerative
    position.

    “The sense of this symbolic action becomes clearer if
    we remember that my colleague had scruples about telling

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    me, almost a perfect stranger, concerning his precarious
    material situation, and his repressed thought took on the
    mask of symptomatic action which expressed symbolically
    what was meant to be concealed, and the speaker thus got
    relief from his unconscious.”

    That the taking away ‘or taking along things without
    any apparent intention may prove to be senseful may be
    shown by the following examples.

    1. Dr. B. Dattner relates: “An acquaintance paid the
    first after-marriage visit ‘to a highly regarded lady friend
    of his youth. He told me of this visit and expressed his
    surprise at the fact that he failed in his resolution to visit
    with her only a short time, and then reported to me
    a rather strange faulty act which happened to him there.
    “The husband of this friend, who took part in the
    conversation, was looking for a box of matches which he
    was sure was or-
    the table when he came there. My
    acquaintance, too, looked through his pockets to ascertain
    whether he had not put it in his pocket, but without avail.
    Some time later he actually found it in his pocket, and
    was struck by the fact that there was only one match in
    the box.
    “A dream a few days later showing the box symbolism
    in reference to the friend of his youth confirmed my
    explanation. With the symptomatic action my acquain-
    tance meant to announce his priority-right and the
    exclusiveness of his possession (it contained only one
    match).”

    Dr. Hans Sachs relates the following: “Our cook is
    very fond of a certain kind of pie. There is no possible
    doubt about this, as it is the only kind of pastry which she
    always prepares well. One Sunday she brought this pie
    to the table, took it off the pie-
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    remove the dishes used in the former course, but on the
    top of this pile she placed the pie, and disappeared with
    it into the kitchen. We first thought that she had some-
    thing to improve on the pie, but as she failed to appear
    my wife rang the bell and asked, ‘Betty, what happened
    to the pie?’ to which the girl answered, without compre-
    hending the question, ‘How is that?’ We had to call her
    attention to the fact that she carried the pie back to the
    kitchen. She had put it on the pile of dishes, taken it out,
    and put it away ‘without noticing it.’

    “The next day, when we were about to consume the
    rest of the pie, my wife noticed that there was as much of
    it as we had left the day before—that is, the girl had
    disdained to eat the portion of her favourite dish which
    was rightly hers. Questioned why she did not eat the pie,
    she answered, somewhat embarrassed, that she did not
    care for it.

    “The infantile attitude is distinctly noticeable on both
    occasions—first the childish insatiableness in refusing to
    share with anybody the object of her wishes, then the
    reaction of spite which is just as childish: ‘If you grudge
    it to me, keep it for yourself, I want nothing of it.’ ”

    Chance or symptomatic actions occurring in affairs of
    married life have often a most serious significance, and
    could lead those who do not concern themselves with the
    psychology of the unconscious to a belief in omens. It is
    not an auspicious beginning if a young woman loses her
    wedding-ring on her wedding-tour, even if it were only
    mislaid and soon found.

    I know a woman, now divorced, who in the manage-
    ment of her business affairs frequently signed her maiden
    name many years before she actually resumed it.

    Once I was the guest of a newly married couple and

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    heard the young woman laughingly relate her latest
    experience, how, on the day succeeding her return from
    the wedding tour she had sought out her single sister in
    order to go shopping with her as in former times, while
    her husband was attending business. Suddenly she
    noticed a man on the opposite side of the street; nudging
    her sister she said, “Why, that is surely Mr. L.” She
    forgot that for some weeks this man had been her husband.

    I was chilled at this tale, but I did not dare draw
    any inferences. The little story came back to me only
    several years later, after this marriage had ended most
    unhappily.

    The following observation, which could as well have
    found a place among the examples of forgetting, was
    taken from a noteworthy work published in French by
    A. Maeder.1)

    “Une dame nous racontait récemment qu’elle avait
    oublie d’essayer sa robe de poce et s’en souvint la veille
    du mariage, à huit heur du soir, la couturiere désespérait
    de voir sa cliente. Ce détail suffit à montrer que la fiancée
    ne se sentait pas très hereuse de porter une robe d’épouse,
    elle cherchait à oublier cette representation pénible. Elle
    est aujourd’hui … divorcée.”

    A friend who has learned to observe signs related to me
    that the great actress Eleanora Duse introduces a sympto-
    matic action into one of her rôles which shows very
    nicely from what depth she draws her acting. It is a drama
    dealing with adultery; she has just been discussing with
    her husband and now stands soliloquizing before the
    seducer makes his appearance. During this short interval
    she plays with her wedding-ring, she pulls it off, replaces
    it, pulls it off again, and so on. This action is a direct
    expression of her wavering between fidelity and infidelity
    to her husband.

    1)Maeder, “Contribution a la psychologie de la vie quoti-
    dienne,” Arch. des psychologie, T. VI. 1906.

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    it, and finally takes it off again. She is now ready for the
    other.

    I know of an elderly man who, married a young girl,
    and instead of starting at once on his wedding tour he
    decided to spend the night in a hotel. Scarcely had they
    reached the hotel, when he noticed with fright that he
    was without his wallet, in which he had the entire sum of
    money for the wedding tour; he must have mislaid or
    lost it. He was still able to reach his servant by telephone;
    the latter found the missing article in the coat discarded
    for the travelling clothes and brought it to the hotel to
    the waiting bridegroom, who had thus entered upon his
    marriage without means.

    It is consoling to think that the “losing of objects” by
    people is merely an unsuspected extension of a symptom-
    atic action, and is thus welcome at least to the secret
    intention of the loser. Often it is ‘only’ an expression of
    slight appreciation of the lost article, a secret dislike for
    the same, or perhaps for the person from whom it came, or
    the desire to lose this object was transferred to it from
    other and more important objects through symbolic
    association. The loss of valuable articles serves as an
    expression of diverse feelings; it may either symbolically
    represent a repressed thought—that is, it may bring back
    a memory which one would rather’ not hear—or it may
    represent a sacrifice to the obscure forces of fate, the
    worship of which is not yet entirely extinct even with us.1

    1 Here is another small collection of various symptomatic
    actions in normal and neurotic persons. An elderly colleague
    who does not like to lose at cards had to pay one evening a
    large sum of money in consequence of his losses; he did this
    without complaint, but with a peculiar constrained temper.
    After his departure it was discovered that he had left at this
    place practically everything he had with him, spectacles, cigar-

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    The following examples will illustrate these statements
    concerning the losing of objects:–
    Dr. B. Dattner states: “A colleague related to me that
    he lost his steel pencil which he had had for over two
    years, and which, on account of its superior quality, was
    highly prized by him. Analysis elicited the following
    facts: The day before he had received a very disagreeable
    letter from his brother-in-law, the concluding sentence
    of which read: ‘At present I have neither the desire nor
    the time to assist you in your carelessness and laziness.’

    case, and handkerchief. That would be readily translated into
    the words: “You robbers, you have nicely plundered me.” A
    man who suffers from occasional sexual impotence, which has
    its origin in the intimacy of his infantile relations to his mother,
    relates that he is in the habit of embellishing pamphlets and
    notes with an S, the initial of his mother’s name. He cannot
    bear the idea of having letters from home come in contact with
    other unsanctified correspondence, and therefore finds it
    necessary to keep the former separate. A young woman suddenly
    flings open the door of the consulting-room while her predeces-
    sor is still present. She excused herself on the ground of
    “thoughtlessness”; it soon came to light that she demonstrated
    her curiosity which caused her at an earlier time to intrude into
    the bedroom of her parents. Girls who are proud of their
    beautiful hair know so well how to manipulate combs and hair-
    pins, that in the midst of conversation their hair becomes
    loosened. During the treatment (in a reclining position) some
    men scatter change from their pockets and thus pay for the
    hour of treatment; the amount scattered is in proportion to
    their estimation of the work. Whoever forgets articles in the
    doctor’s office, such as eyeglasses, gloves, handbags, generally
    indicates that he cannot tear himself away and is anxious to
    return soon. Ernest Jones says: “One can almost measure the
    success with which a physician is practising psychotherapy, for
    instance, by the size of the collection of umbrellas, handkerchiefs,
    purses, and so on, that he could make in a month. The slightest
    habits and acts performed with a minimum of attention, such as
    the winding of a clock before retiring to sleep, the putting out
    of lights before leaving the room, and similar actions, are
    occasionally subject to disturbances which clearly demonstrate
    the influence of the unconscious complex, and what is thought
    to be the strongest “habits.”

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    The effect connected with this letter was so powerful that
    the next day he promptly sacrificed the pencil which was
    a present from this brother-in-law in order not to be
    burdened with his favours.”

    Brill reports the following example: “A doctor took
    exception to the following statement in my book, ‘We
    never lose what we really want’ (Psychoanalysis, its
    Theories and Practical Application, p. 214).1) His wife,
    who is very interested in psychologic subjects, read with
    him the chapter on ‘Psychopathology of Everyday Life’;

    In the journal Cænobium, Maeder relates about a hospital
    physician who, on account of an important matter, desired to
    get to the city that evening, although he was on duty and had
    no right to leave the hospital. On his return he noticed to his
    surprise that there was a light in his room. On leaving the
    room he had forgotten to put it out, something that had never
    happened before. But he soon grasped the motive of this
    forgetting. The hospital superintendent who lived in the same
    house must have concluded from the light in the room that he
    was at home. A man overburdened with worries and subject to
    occasional depressions assured me that he regularly forgot to
    wind his watch on those evenings when life seemed too hard
    and unfriendly. In this omission to wind his watch he symbol-
    ically expressed that it was a matter of indifference to him
    whether he lived to see the next day. Another man who was
    personally unknown to me wrote: “Having been struck by a
    terrible misfortune, life appeared so harsh and unsympathetic,
    that I imagined that I had not sufficient strength to live to see the
    next day. I then noticed that almost every day I forgot to wind
    my watch, something that I never omitted before. I had been
    in the habit of doing it regularly before retiring in an almost
    mechanical and unconscious manner. It was only very seldom
    that I thought of it, and that happened when I had something
    important for the next day which held my interest. Should
    this be considered a symptomatic action? I really cannot
    explain it.” Whoever will take the trouble, like Jung (The
    Psychology of Dementia Præcox, translated by Peterson and
    Brill), or Maeder (“Une voie nouvelle en Psychologie—Freud
    et son ecole,” Cænobium, Lugano, 1906), to pay attention to
    melodies which one hums to himself aimlessly and uncon-
    ciously, will regularly discover the relation of the melody’s
    text to a theme which occupies the person at that time.

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    they were both very much impressed with the novelty of
    the ideas, and so on, and were very willing to accept most
    of the statements. He could not, however, agree with the
    above-given statement because, as he said to his wife, ‘I
    surely did not wish to lose my knife.’ He referred to a
    valuable knife given to him by his wife, which he highly
    prized, the loss of which caused him much pain.

    “It did not take his wife very long to discover the
    solution for this loss in a manner to convince them both
    of the accuracy of my statement. When she presented
    him with this knife he was a bit loath to accept it. Al-
    though he considered himself quite emancipated, he
    nevertheless entertained some superstition about giving
    or accepting a knife as a gift, because it is said that a knife
    cuts friendship. He even remarked this to his wife, who
    only laughed at his superstition. He had the knife for
    years before it disappeared.

    “Analysis brought out the fact that the disappearance
    of the knife was directly connected with a period when
    there were violent quarrels between himself and his wife,
    which threatened to end in separation. They lived
    happily together until his step-daughter (it was his second
    marriage) came to live with them. His daughter was the
    cause of many misunderstandings, and it was at the
    height of these quarrels that he lost the knife.

    “The unconscious activity is very nicely shown in this
    symptomatic function. In spite of his apparent freedom
    from superstition, he still unconsciously believed that a
    donated knife may cut friendship between the persons
    concerned. The losing of it was simply an unconscious
    defence against losing his wife, and by sacrificing the
    knife he made the superstitious ban impotent.”

    In a lengthy discussion and with the aid of dream

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    analysis1) Otto Rank made clear the sacrificial tendency
    with its deep-reaching motivation. It must be said that
    just such symptomatic actions often give us access to the
    understanding of the intimate psychic life of the person.

    Of the many isolated chance-actions, I will relate one
    example which showed a deeper meaning even without
    analysis. This example clearly’ explains the conditions
    under which such symptoms may be produced most
    casually, and also shows that an observation of practical
    importance may be attached to it.’ During a summer tour
    it happened that I had to wait several days at a certain
    place for the arrival of my travelling companions. In the
    meantime I made the acquaintance of a young man, who
    also seemed lonely and was quite willing to join me. As
    we lived at the same hotel it was quite natural that we
    should take all our meals and our walks together.

    On the afternoon of the third day he suddenly informed
    me that he expected his wife to arrive on that evening’s
    express train. My psychologic interest was now aroused,
    as it had already struck me that morning that my com-
    panion rejected’ my proposal to make a long excursion,
    and in our short walk he objected to a certain path as too
    steep and dangerous. During our afternoon walk he
    suddenly thought that I must be hungry and insisted
    that I should not delay my evening’s meal on his account,
    that he would not sup before his wife’s arrival. I under-
    stood the hint and seated myself at the table while he
    went to the station.

    The next morning we met in the foyer of the hotel.
    He presented me to his wife, and added, “Of course,
    you will breakfast with us?” I had to attend first to a

    1)‘Das Verlieren als Symptom-handlung,’ Zentralb. f.
    Psychoanalyse, i. 10–II.

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    small matter in the next street, but assured him that I
    would return shortly. Later, as I entered the breakfast-
    room, I noticed that the couple were at a small table near
    the window, both seated on the same side of it. On the
    opposite side there was only one chair, which was covered,
    however, with a man’s large and heavy coat. I understood
    well the meaning of this unintentional, none the less ex-
    pressive, disposition of the coat. It meant this: “There is
    no room for you here, you are superfluous now.”
    The man did not notice that I remained standing
    before the table, being unable to take the seat, but his
    wife noticed it, and quickly nudged her husband and
    whispered: “Why, you have covered the gentleman’s
    place with your coat.”
    These as well as other similar experiences have caused
    me to think that the actions executed unintentionally
    must inevitably become the source of misunderstanding
    in human relations. The perpetrator of the act, who is
    unaware of any associated intention, takes no account of
    it, and does not hold himself responsible for it. On the
    other hand, the second party, having regularly utilized
    even such acts as those of his partner to draw conclusions
    as to their purpose and meaning, recognizes more of the
    stranger’s psychic processes than the latter is ready
    either to admit or believe that he has imparted. He
    becomes indignant when these conclusions drawn from
    his symptomatic actions are held up to him; he declares
    them baseless because he does not see any conscious
    intention in their execution, and complains of being
    misunderstood by the other. Close examination shows
    that such misunderstandings are based on the fact that
    the person is too fine an observer and understands too
    much. The more “nervous” two persons are the more

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    readily will they give each other cause for disputes, which
    are based on the fact that one as definitely denies about
    his own person what he is sure to accept about the other.
    And this is, indeed, the punishment for the inner
    dishonesty to which people grant expression under the
    guise of “forgetting,” of erroneous actions and accidental
    emotions, a feeling which they would do better to confess
    to themselves and others when they can no longer control
    it. As a matter of fact it can be generally affirmed that
    every one is continually practising psychoanalysis on his
    neighbours, and consequently learns to know them
    better than each individual knows himself. The road
    following the admonition γνῶθι σεαυτόν leads through
    the study of one’s own apparently casual commissions and
    omissions.